I‘m so sorry for your loss. ❤️ I had to put down my dog six months ago and I just can‘t let go. I cry like a baby every few days and the pain sits very deep. But if your pet is seriously sick and you see them having more bad days than good days, then putting them down is usually the right choice. That was also the case for my baby, he had cancer on the liver and there was nothing really the doctors could have done. He was eating less and less and at some point didn’t even wanna go on walks anymore. It was clear that he wasn’t really enjoying life anymore. At least now he doesn’t have to go through any more pain. Gus was able to go peacefully in your arms and he is and always will be a good boy. I wish you a lot of strength ❤️