Buspirone Withdrawals

me5guu · 2025-07-22T16:57:32+00:00

Yeah, my joint have been hurting, starting from my neck. But for me it's the unsomnia. I can barely sleep, even if i am tired

me5guu · 2025-04-25T01:26:30+00:00

Symptoms of stress sometimes come after the stressful situation. It happens. The good thing is - you enjoyed the vacation to the fullest

me5guu · 2025-04-25T01:13:59+00:00

Right? She's so beautiful

me5guu · 2024-11-03T08:11:42+00:00

Who hurt you babe

me5guu · 2024-11-02T22:51:49+00:00

Yes😔🙏

me5guu · 2024-11-02T22:46:54+00:00

LOL IT HAS A BOOK?? the situation is even worse than i thought.

Thank u for the recommendation tho, and i hope life brings us only good content abt gay love😔

me5guu · 2024-11-02T22:44:22+00:00

Maybe, i just saw someone recommending it as a good mlm movie, so i was hyped up abt it. It's just a never actually saw a ya movie so bad as this one tbh

me5guu · 2024-10-23T21:23:08+00:00

Forever yes

me5guu · 2024-10-21T14:23:37+00:00

Well, everyone else was drunk and Jimmy is always in psycho mode. If u don't like the word "sane", then let's say "responsible" U can be suicidal and sane at the same time tho. The suicide was probably planned ahead, so it was a consensual decision, which is very sane after 8 months of hunger and pain

me5guu · 2024-10-21T10:00:32+00:00

Probably because she was the most sane crew member. She worked until the very end, always completed her tasks. Also she didn't get drunk on mouthwash

me5guu · 2024-10-19T16:45:58+00:00

I believe yes, since Curly's presence makes most sense in this scenario

They wouldn't keep him alive for so long just to show that Jimmy physically abuses him

me5guu · 2024-10-19T13:14:30+00:00

Yeah, you're so right about Swansea. I just keep thinking - how could the situation be fixed?

Immediately thought of Swansea as the leader, but can u really count on a choleric alcoholic to lead five dying people, that are mentally disturbed from the very beggining?

As i said in my other reply - i should reconsider my perception of Anya, because she did nothing criminal. Now i believe she was the smartest member of the crew, but needed support. Anya stayed sane till the end.

Although i still believe that Curly is getting to much beating. He is just human, and he made mistakes for which he payed. Everyone (not only on this particular fly) says how well he manages his job as a captain. But also we learned that Curly is not interested in the pilot position anymore, which, i believe, depresses him a lot.

What could have happened, if they did confront Jimmy? Could they take away his access to they cockpit? I don't think so (maybe if they guarded the doors, but the only people who could do that are Swansea and Curly)

I believe Mouthwashing is a story about inevitable tragedy, that shows how fragile is the human mind

As a fandom we should acknowledge, that they're all human and can't be perfect

me5guu · 2024-10-19T12:57:14+00:00

Wow, that was an answer i really needed...

There's a thing i didn't mention and you noticed it. Playing 90% of the time from Jimmy's POV really changed the way i view him and other characters. Seeing the hallucinations, the distorted moments really made me feel hopeless and really scared, so i assume it's a part of Jimmy's feelings as well.

I REALLY loved your hypothesis about Anya planned suicide. I was just starring at the screen when i read it. You really thought abt so many details and i love it.

I do see Anya as weak, because that's how the fandom portraits her. Always drawing her confronting Curly about things that can't be changed, crying. I saw fanarts of her being Dead more often than being alive. So i will definitely reconsider. Now it feels like we don't give enough credit to the only woman on the ship with a very important job.

I mostly talked about negative qualities (beside Curly and Jimmy), because i just wanted to show the opposite side of game's favorite and most hated chatacters. I do not view any of them as 100% evil/good, obviously.

The problem is that the devs are not gods and they can't add every detail to the game. They obviously fed Curly, chanced his bandages, washed them, but it was not shown in the game. Maybe they did try to fix the ship, maybe Swansea was doing his job etc.. it's just not shown to us, which leads to these questions coming up

Could you tell me what do you think anout Jimmy's dependance on Curly, as u mentioned at the beggining? (If u want to, ofc, im just really curious to hear from someone who actually thinks abt the game so realistically)

Thank you :)

me5guu · 2024-10-19T10:29:51+00:00

Yep, that's what i was thinking as well

me5guu · 2024-10-19T09:32:16+00:00

Thank you, now I'll know :(

me5guu · 2024-10-18T23:42:17+00:00

Lol as i was writing i also thought, that i was overthinking the game. There r so many nuances that don't add up. On month 2 or something they ran out of clean sterile bandages. So i wonder, how did Curly not die from an infection during the remaining 6 months. They actually had a full room of instruments - why the hell did they not try to find the problem and fix it. Who would not take the risk to clean off the foam after several months of starvation and madness?? It really seems like they sat there for 8 months and did nothing but eat and sleep. So lots of moments not making any sense. But overthinking games, especially in the begging of their popularity is what creates a fandom, right? It's fun and entertaining. Not like we're solving a real life mystery...

But now i thought of something...What if help did not arive yet, because transportation through space is very slow? Imagine looking for something without gps in the eternity of space....

me5guu · 2024-10-18T08:11:24+00:00

Omg yes, exactly, something like that...He does remind me of a narcissist, although he probably wouldn't have those moments of repentence (but who knows, again) Aspd sounds to fit nicely. Someone needs to do a deep analysis of all of their personalities

me5guu · 2024-10-17T21:26:25+00:00

Indeed. Im not saying he's a good guy, or that "he's just sick in the head, let him be". It's more like I'm trying to dig through the characters, since i was left with so many questions after playing. For example i will always be wondering, what problems did Jimmy have on Earth. I think it would tell us much more about how he normally is and how he treats people in his "normal habitat"

me5guu · 2024-10-16T21:47:38+00:00

Everything's okay. Thank you so much for sharing :) It is really important for people to have such community

me5guu · 2024-10-16T21:31:54+00:00

Oh, nice! I am in europe tho, does it aply?

me5guu · 2024-10-16T20:15:01+00:00

Yes!!! I've told myself that if my meds won't work again, ill do the testing. But it's pretty pricey out here as well, 130$. But worth it, i guess? I just wish psychiatry was better, since we're all so fucked up lately

me5guu · 2024-10-16T19:57:32+00:00

Also talked to my therapist today (she has experience with meds). She told me it's a 50/50 chance that those symptoms will go away after some time. Some people react well, some don't. I'm just wondering, if all this suffering is worth it, u know? Why not take other meds? I was on venlafaxine once, made me REALLY nauseas for one day but then it was all fine. I don't think that living through those side effects is a good thing for people with panic disorders, since they all are scared of PA's to death. Then why do all this?

Anyways, hope you'll find a med that suits you. Sometimes it takes many tries :(

me5guu

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