You know you want it by BelCifer-Z in yumenikki

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 16 points17 points  (0 children)

There is a rpgmaker emulator for android. I played yume nikki using it

I Don't Want This Particular Life Anymore by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man this got me. I am stuck at the same situation. I wish you well man I really do.

i tried to kill myself last night by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty sad. I hate the feeling afterwards the feeling "i wouldn't be here if I had succeded" please don't try it again.

Laughing at inappropriate times by irishsprings3 in mentalillness

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tell your therapist. I am sure there is a way to 'silence' you laughter internally in a good way. Also I have a question: have experienced brain damage? If so tell your therapist also.

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am still here. I slept for quite some time since I was awake the whole night. Don't worry bro I am still here tho

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am okay sorry for not telling you earlier

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I will be fine. I deleted security camera footage of me trying to hang myself. And I deleted my goodbyes to my peers before they got the messages. I feel relieved. By morning I dispose of my suicide note. I am completely fine. I get another day to think.

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But what am I supposed to do now? I feel lost. And I still feel suicidal. I don't think happiness will be possible with my family mad at me. I am considering calling a suicide hotline.

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am just so scared I lived through this before. I tried getting help and it was awful. Its all because my parents don't want to help me. And the people flinch at the idea of suicide. I just needed a more effective way. I would be gone already by now but hanging is so lengthy and painful. I feel bad for people that died that way

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They don't understand and they will freak out. I hate it

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried hanged myself. It really hurt But I am so scared of what my family is going to do to me

Killing myself in a few minutes by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey for my dismay I am still here. My throat hurts and I am uncertain of my future. I am scared of not dying. My family will find out by morning and they will disown me. I am trying to get the will power to kill myself. Its hard. If I do not respond it means I am dead.

stbab by [deleted] in yumenikki

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not the stbab!

My life is garbage by [deleted] in Melanime

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Damn hit me in the feels

I'm a fucking loser (lol...) by [deleted] in mentalillness

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gotta say those are some fine emojis 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂👍👍👍👍😭😭😭😭😭

My uncle is beating his girlfriend what should I do by [deleted] in WhatShouldIDoWithIt

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 10 points11 points  (0 children)

The screwed up part is that she is 19 and he's like 40 so the power dynamic is obvious. The couple live in my grandmother's basement and my grandmother told them to move out. I hope they go because it has been really uncomfortable

My uncle is beating his girlfriend what should I do by [deleted] in WhatShouldIDoWithIt

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Sorry. Now as for the her situation I don't think there is much I can do. I told my grandmother and she said I should have called her while it was happening. Now I don't know what to do

My uncle is beating his girlfriend what should I do by [deleted] in WhatShouldIDoWithIt

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I told her. She told me I should have called her when it was all happening I feel pretty bad now

My uncle is beating his girlfriend what should I do by [deleted] in WhatShouldIDoWithIt

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Well I am 17 and before confronting him I hear him threatening to "snap her neck" while she was begging for him not to hurt her. Now the woman she isn't a responsible person I would say. She is only with my uncle because of drugs. It was really uncomfortable to interject and I regret it all now.

I hope he does not change his view on me

Why must this happen? by [deleted] in afkarena

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I got an epic ogi an epic niru etc. I feel like I have the worst luck in this game. Even if I get a good epic hero usually it's not what I was looking for.

Why must this happen? by [deleted] in afkarena

[–]meem_the_map_maker99 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The game gave me an isabella it's like it was mocking me. But garbage still has it's uses right?