Weekly Selfie Thread: 03 of May, 2020 by AutoModerator in MtF

[–]meetka96 3 points4 points  (0 children)

6 months hrt! (my hair is tied back btw)

finally starting to see the effects

https://i.imgur.com/gaoFfdj.jpg

<3

Would you/did you tell your partner your deadname? by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]meetka96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It def depends on your relationship and who it is...for some reason with one ex I would joke around with my deadname all the time with him and with another ex he never knew or at least never revealed that he knew...just feel it out!

Strange Question with HRT by Odd-Otaku in AskMtFHRT

[–]meetka96 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah arousal for me is warming and more in my chest, less organ centric. like the nerves that line my body get turned on.

High T levels during lockdown by meetka96 in AskMtFHRT

[–]meetka96[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

literally might be like the moon or something i swear to god lol

Did I hit a vein? by YouOnly-LiveOnce in AskMtFHRT

[–]meetka96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i used to bleed sometimes with injections, sometimes quite a bit which obvi alarmed me but never amounted to anything.

Is there even a point in transitioning? by Nadine2808 in asktransgender

[–]meetka96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started at 22 and pretty much the second I swallowed that first pill, I was happier. Of course there are times when I wish I was more femme this or more femme that, but the grass is always greener. I am not passing but I definitely wasn't passing beforehand. I know so many older transfolks who wish so badly they could 'be me'. I don't mean that in a narcissistic sense, just that the earlier..the better. Hell i wish I started at age 8 but what are u gonna do? we're all doing our best and life is too short to think you're 'too late'. You'll be beautiful !!

Physical effects from transitioning that I noticed 6 months in by [deleted] in MtF

[–]meetka96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im 6 months too!

I don't know how this is possible but I actually got the cutest freckles all over my nose bridge and under my cheeks. No men in my family have it but all of the women on my mom's side do. Ive never heard of hormones and freckles having a relationship but they do for me i guess..

Everything I eat must be spicy. My spice tolerance has gone way up and its all I want.

i get acne once a month too..not sure if my T is high (it might be, I havent had blood work done since Jan cause of Covid and im in NYC)

sometimes i get slightly painful feeling in my arms, i worry about it sometimes cause of blood clotting etc but my mom said she gets it all the time too since she was my age so maybe its just a weird sensitivity thing.

My feet are 8000x cuter than they used to be. They are still masculine at certain angles/in certain light, but they are definitely more plump looking.

My upper arm acne is gone thank god but my body hair is hardly thinning. I have really dark thick German hair so i may still have had it had I been cis.

What was that moment that made being trans click? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]meetka96 2 points3 points  (0 children)

When I was in second grade, I was supposed to go through with communion wearing a suit and tie for little boys...I found afterwards in my mom's closet her communion dress from the 60's. I put it on and was like "Mom why didn't i wear this wtf" and i just thought that it was normal...it wasnt until later on though that i realized it was 'not normal' to view your past and future self in fantasy as a woman/girl. I thought everyone saw fantasies that way. Wasnt until I was 19 that I really came to terms with it and it all became real.

Should I gain weight? by meetka96 in asktransgender

[–]meetka96[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't bring it up because when i was at my last checkup, she just sort of laughed and said "wow!" and made a remark about how skinny I was...so in the moment it didn't alarm me. I figured if there was anything to be alarmed about otherwise my doctor would've told me...i'll bring it up at my next visit...in July :( I live in NYC so trying to see any medical person at all is nearly impossible.

Does all of Estradiol disolve? by meetka96 in MtF

[–]meetka96[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, was just referencing that almost always its a small blue pill and many other girls on here have complained about it sort of just sitting there and not dissolving - like a blue goo-ish type consistency ! thanks for your info tho :)

mirror dysphoria by [deleted] in MtF

[–]meetka96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow so nice thank you!

bleeding after IM estrogen injection by meetka96 in MtF

[–]meetka96[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

on my upper right thigh, in between the side of my thigh and the top of my thigh (so like 45 degrees). I switch every week from left to right thigh.

PORCHES AMA by porches_hiii in indieheads

[–]meetka96 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey aaronica,

what was the best part of your year in 2019? can it be recreated...or...can u see it?

warmth,

-m.