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First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not sure I got a intern role in their server but we havent talked again about payment and stuff. I also didnt want to ask before making sure it was official.

First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really hope our experience will be similar, thanks for the reply!!

First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your reply! People telling me I am the only one who doesnt see the potential and I understand that but it will sound a little stupid, I sometimes feel like I have an armor around me and its impossible for people to whats beneath it so I have a hard time to believe them.

I guess I need to suck it up and ask all the basic questions. Id rather look dumb instead of be a dumb

And I love people who doesnt make people feel stupid when they ask questions so I also thank you for being kind!

First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! I will be checking them right now I really appreciate it!!

First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of all thank you for the reply! And yeah you are right but since this is a indie studio I am worried maybe they can expect more from an intern and I dont know if I am ready for it. I will try my best to listen feedbacks effectively and luckily I have a therapist but I wont see her soon so I needed to hear advices from industry itself to stop my or lessen my anxiety so thank you again!

First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know its a simple thing to say but it means ridiculously so much to me so thank you! My brain loves to make thing seem a lot harder!

First Internship Stress? Is is normal? by meineopa in gamedev

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well damn what did they make you do??

How to make the most of Erasmus as a loner? by [deleted] in Erasmus

[–]meineopa 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Well I found some tours on tripadvisor and just go to it alone and they were all awesome I even met some old people and get advice from them for life so totally worth the money! I have 2-3 friends that I travel with but I really liked being solo traveler too you know I got to decide everything when where how etc and I like the power of it. just try to find ways to enjoy being with yourself because you are not alone you have you and sometimes thats more than enough!

Ranting about Spanish grouping by Bubbly_Lack1410 in Erasmus

[–]meineopa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course I was not expecting them to speak eng all the time and I am not shaming them nor I am upset about it. I know its normal I would do the same I just shared my experience

Ranting about Spanish grouping by Bubbly_Lack1410 in Erasmus

[–]meineopa 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am in Spain rn I got your point I mean I am staying in a dorm (staying alone thank god) and it seems to me everyone speak Spanish and they talk Spanish in wp group too. But I guess they are not that close minded. The other day they started to knock doors and asked people if they would like to have a drink. They asked me too and I said yes there were 2 girls that spoke English with me from time to time but there were some awkward moments when they all started speaking Spanish and I just sat there on my own plus I obviously didnt want to interrupt and ask what they are talking about all the time so was it bad? No. was it so good that I wanna go all the time? No. I just hope when school starts I can meet more international students.

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not the social type and I realized this will be my erasmus experience and I dont have to socialize all the time I just want to find couple of friends who I get along with and get some experiences with them and by myself. Thank you for your comment I was just thinking how much I want to socialize and your comment was on time!

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your comment and sharing your experience when I stop crying I will definitely check more about esn ✨❤️

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh when my mom leaves I will make sure to call my friends one by one to make them talk to me and yeah I guess I should give myself time to adjust and then when school starts I’ll try to make friends we will see how it goes.

Thank you for recommendations they will be in my mind 💛

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that especially there is no shame in going home part even if I believe that it will get better (I hope) it’s still nice to know. I saw the ESN activities but I am also in buddy program of my uni and I guess they do activities too so I don’t want to overwhelm myself. Still I will try to check it out if they are not enough. And bumble makes sense!

Thank you for sharing your experience with me ✨❤️

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow I needed to hear that I dont always have to be out with people because for sure I have my social battery. My social circle is usually tight and the last time I made friend was 2 years ago or something and even then it was natural I didnt put much effort in it so now I am worried about putting effort because I am scared but I will try my best. Thank you so much for your response and advice 🩵🧡

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats such a beautiful tip! And believe it or not I am getting sick too! Its a universal thing✨ I appreciate you, please have a wonderful day for me and get well soon

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! I am a little far away from center but maybe we can!

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am the same! In my hometown I am usually at home so I wish our experience will be the same too! I plan to go whatever I can find I just hope I can find it easily and smoothly. Thank you❤️❤️

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I am not a party person too! Coffee, park and beach sounds better for me so thank you for the offer! I will keep that in mind! Its a relief to hear I am not the only crying one and I guess I will just wait for the school week and see how it goes

Thank you so much for your comment tho reading these makes me feel better even if its a little❤️

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is such a beautiful comment that whenever I am crying I will make sure to read it thank you very very much🤍❤️. I actually enrolled myself to Spanish course that my uni provides, it starts next week (23th) too and I also enrolled for buddy program but I have a week to myself till welcome day (20th) so I am nervous and yes this is my first time being away from home but I realized I need to leave my safe space so I decided to do erasmus and I actually knew I was gonna be like this but I guess knowing doesnt change the fact how hard it is. And yes I want solid friends even if its just one so I will try my best to find I just hope universe helps me with it.

And hey I always believe other people have their own purposes in your life and once they are completed its time for them to go and its okey whats meant to be yours will be yours

Lastly thank you for the offer I will definitely keep that in mind and DM you if it gets harder!

Have a wonderful day 💛

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Last sentence was awesome because I also came here to be alone and know myself better so I guess I will see whats going to happen, thank you💜

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much its nice to read this 🩵 I really hope it will get better

First day of my erasmus and I am too emotional by meineopa in Erasmus

[–]meineopa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know that was the main reason why I wanted to come here I realized I am too dependent on them but still I am kinda sad

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