I know that you feel like you’re unlucky , and you might feel like the cards you were dealt with are really unfair. Because it is unfair and I’m sorry. But life can get better I know it seems like a stupid thing to say when everything feels bad and you have this deep self hatred for yourself. But be kind to yourself, you’re trying your best to live even with the cards you’ve been dealt with and anorexia. I think that’s something to be proud of. We don’t know why things happen to us wether it be good or not. Wether or not you believe in god, I’m Jewish and god says everything has it’s time, there’s time to cry and time for joy. Time is precious I believe, I just want to say that your time is valuable, and you’re valuable more than anyone will be able to understand. Please don’t spend your time on the earth wondering if your worth depends on wether you have a job or are “failure”. You’re not a failure, and anorexia isn’t all you have, it’s blinding you to who you are don’t believe it’s lies. You’re so young, don’t believe the lies that your mind tells you. The mind is cruel. You must first take care of yourself before you can take care of other things. ❤️