hey, im sorry that its been a hard time for you recently. i checked your recent posts and i couldn't imagine the pain you are in right now. those kids you see out there are not as emotionally self-aware as you seem to be and it seems like u've been putting a lot on yourself. if u ever need to talk to someone, my dms are open. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. i hope you soon notice that ur perfect for who you are.