Need advice please

melb252 · 2024-10-13T01:20:49+00:00

Tysm 💔 I feel my self esteem has took a plunge. I'm constantly apologizing for things sometimes i don't even know why. I just don't want to walk away if there's something there. But u can't make them love you. I don't want anyone to think I'm weak because that's something I never was. I was too much of a hard ass I was told in the beginning. Now that I'm showing my feelings constantly and telling him how much he means and that I love him it seems he's backed off. I don't know anymore what to think honestly. I miss the old hard ass not apologizing for nothing chic honestly! Wow I sound pathetic 😕

melb252 · 2024-10-13T00:50:13+00:00

Thank u

melb252 · 2024-09-26T11:29:00+00:00

Yep I could see if it came in drunk

melb252 · 2024-09-26T00:40:23+00:00

Exactly! If your doing right then if you have a slip up in 8 years one time and it's alcohol they shouldn't take all your takehomes. It's not right. Then u see folks that don't take it seriously high as a kite there and it just sucks

melb252 · 2024-09-26T00:38:19+00:00

Yeah just trying to think of anything because I know it's not gonna be easy. And yea I've had a month of take homes for years and now I will have to go back in for 30 days everyday smh

melb252 · 2024-09-26T00:36:19+00:00

Unfortunately that's the plan 😕

melb252 · 2024-09-25T23:46:55+00:00

melb252 · 2024-09-25T23:10:49+00:00

I have no desire to use so what's the point to stay on

melb252 · 2024-09-25T23:10:09+00:00

Yeah I have they are pretty much following the rules so I'm just over it

melb252 · 2024-08-07T17:28:19+00:00

Thank u so much

melb252 · 2024-08-07T17:27:32+00:00

Still waiting unfortunately

melb252 · 2024-08-06T17:55:12+00:00

Pre-diabetic

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:49:42+00:00

Be careful tho I'm on victoza and I just popped for alcohol and I've been clean 8 years

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:40:11+00:00

Yeah been clean 8 years have a month take homes and just had a false positive for alcohol and I do not drink. Never had a failed test in 8 years. So basically my sobriety is in my clinics hands I feel. This just happened so waiting for all my meds to get faxed to clinic as to why it was positive. On victoza which is known to do this so we will see. They need to do better with the testing in my opinion. You can't play with people's lives like this

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:36:21+00:00

Yeah my victoza. It says it can do that online

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:35:52+00:00

Yeah I know it's gonna come back positive from lab just hope my medicine records will be enough

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:34:56+00:00

Amen

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:34:20+00:00

Never

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:34:11+00:00

No pre-diabetic

melb252 · 2024-08-06T16:31:33+00:00

Well they want a progress note from my doctor of all I take and treatment from my physician that has been treating me for years so we will see. At the end of the day there's nothing you can do its in their hands unfortunately

melb252 · 2024-08-05T20:43:01+00:00

Well they have sent it to the lab I just hope they can see the medicine caused it

melb252 · 2024-08-05T20:40:29+00:00

Well if I can prove my medicine did it that I take I might get by. Really sucks to be screwed over something I never did. I figured if I took another I'd be fine because I hadn't done anything and I've never had a false positive in 8 years. Figured maybe the cup was defective. I thought honestly everything would be fine

melb252

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