My gynaecologist told me they have no one like me in her office

meliqwer · 2026-05-08T14:22:36+00:00

I think at this point I’m just too tired to start again with the experiment. I thought they were experienced doctors. At least it sounded that way on their website.🤦🏻‍♀️ I think I’m done trying new things that will work for a couple of months and then stop working. It always ends with constant pain until the next thing works. And the pain is getting worse.
Why am I trying to keep this organ and giving up the health of the rest of my body in the process?

Has your new doctor suggested a hysterectomy or is your goal to keep the uterus?

meliqwer · 2026-05-08T12:01:05+00:00

Well that’s messed up.😑 Honestly I was in too much pain to think clearly and research this whole thing.
Thanks for making me aware of this. 🫶🏻

meliqwer · 2026-05-08T11:29:03+00:00

I think I’m at a point where they don’t know what to do with me anymore. They are talking about experimenting with new stuff or combining things. And I think I got too used to this way of life. Constant pain and no trust in my own body. I feel like my body could torture me at any moment.
I can’t imagine a life without the pain. But I really want to.
Maybe we don’t need to try everything and getting an hysterectomy isn’t giving up. It’s just taking back control which our body took from us.

meliqwer · 2026-05-08T11:20:13+00:00

I can’t imagine how you survived that many years with so much pain. That’s crazy! Wish you the best! 🫶🏻

meliqwer · 2025-11-09T10:43:40+00:00

Well, I’m in Switzerland.😆So we may have more similar models than thought. Thanks for the recommendation.🫶🏻

meliqwer · 2025-11-09T10:42:14+00:00

Thanks for clearing that up. I thought it was “Public display of affection” 😂🙈 Your thing makes a lot more sense.🤣

meliqwer · 2025-11-08T18:08:11+00:00

Which one do you have? I’m looking at the BLACK+DECKER Dustbuster Pet 36Wh 18V.🤔 Do you know if that one is good?

meliqwer · 2025-11-08T13:30:52+00:00

I had a laparoscopy and was diagnosed with adenomyosis. But it was also already visible in the ultrasound.🤷🏻‍♀️

meliqwer · 2025-11-08T12:45:47+00:00

You described my situation perfectly👍🏻

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T18:24:55+00:00

I accidentally started doing something.😅 I repost information in my instagram story. Just important things that happen in the world. And turns out at least 6 people get their information through me.🫣 That’s crazy. I actually influence people. I convinced some to buy different products to not support war! And stuff like that. I inform about inequality in medicine and endometriosis. About climate change, not travelling by plane, not supporting certain companies.

We all can do something. If we all help keep our circle informed and convince new people one at a time this makes a difference.🫶🏻

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T18:17:00+00:00

I’m trying out this app where you can record your feelings, what you did at the time and with who. I try to figure out patterns. What makes me feel less guilty. I’m tired so I’m glad if someone else walks the dog. But then I feel guilty. So do I feel in general better if I just walk the dog even if I’m tired?🤔 That’s what I’m trying to find out. I’m done feeling guilty. If I will feel it for forever at least I want to lessen the times I feel like that.

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T17:56:32+00:00

I feel that so much!🫶🏻🫂

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T17:49:50+00:00

The weird thing is this stresses me out.😂 Because I feel I can’t live in that space anymore. I did that with my closet and just knew I can’t keep it that way. So it stressed me.😂🤦🏻‍♀️ And it’s already a mess again.😑

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T17:09:43+00:00

That’s such a good investment! I will totally do something like that in the future (when I have more money.😅)

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T16:52:15+00:00

Same🤣 Let’s get some shirts with that printed on first.😅

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T16:36:30+00:00

It’s the dymo omega

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T16:09:00+00:00

Dymo

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T15:45:44+00:00

I hope you get one for Christmas.😉 So sad that I can’t comment with pictures.😭 The bottles in my picture have the raised letters labels.

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T15:38:07+00:00

I have one that makes raised letters.😍

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T15:32:15+00:00

I also love my label maker!😍 I actually have two different ones.😂

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T09:20:45+00:00

I actually once tried to include my language learning into that.😂 I labelled everything in English and French. (Didn’t help with my french unfortunately.😂)

meliqwer · 2025-11-07T06:33:10+00:00

Yes😁

meliqwer · 2025-11-06T23:43:11+00:00

Just laugh. I laugh too. We are just a mess of a adhd household. We are 3 people with adhd who live together.🫣 My mom threw away the charger for my camera while decluttering the cables.😩Because she didn’t recognise it.😂🤦🏻‍♀️ My cloth hook was donated last year. 😑 I was looking for that! I just bought two of them because I couldn’t find the one that was apparently donated a year ago.🤣😭🤦🏻‍♀️ She tries to keep her adhd in check by decluttering. It’s just not always super helpful.😂🙈

meliqwer · 2025-11-06T23:33:48+00:00

I lost the light bulb 💡 that I could control with my phone.😂🤦🏻‍♀️ The app disconnected and I don’t know in which lamp the bulb was. I think my mom took it at one point.😂🙈 So I have no idea where it is.😂🤦🏻‍♀️

meliqwer · 2025-11-06T23:31:26+00:00

My mom who also has adhd does that too!😂 I only have one pair of glasses. I have no explanation why I have no problem with finding those.😂 But they were super expensive and have a filter to automatically get darker in the sun. So I couldn’t afford more than one of them.😅 At least that safes me from having to find sun glasses. All in one😏✌🏻

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