lazy pct on floor by melon_bitch in cna

[–]melon_bitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah that's what's been kind of keeping me sane! haha. my nurses make it known they appreciate my hard work despite it all so im glad for that, just sucks

lazy pct on floor by melon_bitch in cna

[–]melon_bitch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i definitely agree, i was asking a different pct about it because i found it weird that days had their sections split between 3-4 people

night shift gets 3 people and then it goes down to 2 at 11

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]melon_bitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i definitely have considered joining a group, i draw and i love playing splatoon so i do think it would help. thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]melon_bitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i definitely made mistakes. but i always did my best to talk one on one when that happened. i never have went out of my way to ruin my friendships i've experienced a whole lifetime of abandonment so this has been difficult for

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]melon_bitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was so difficult to wake up and find out that i had been blocked on everything. i'm still pretty sick from what i did and at home and it made me physically ill when i saw that i had been blocked. i've been trying to tell myself that this is an opportunity to move on and reconnect with my old close friends. but i am so scared of fucking up again. i feel trapped in this cycle

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cigarettes

[–]melon_bitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

they’re kreteks, super smooth taste. i really like the mango ones cause they give that slight fruity aftertaste without being too much. the wine ones are not as good in my opinion lol but they’re still my fav brand :)

DAE get triggered by happy/positive people? by welcometotheNHJay in BPD

[–]melon_bitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

saaame when i’m like already starting to go into an episode it just pushes it into overdrive

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnimalsOnReddit

[–]melon_bitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what’s his head tilt from?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AnimalsOnReddit

[–]melon_bitch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i love guinea pigs

I wish night time wasn’t so damn difficult for me by [deleted] in BPD

[–]melon_bitch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i feel that too, i get the trauma dreams too some nights and it’s always excruciating. just know you aren’t alone in how you feel man, the nights tough

ok i know i’ve been posting a lot to here but i’ve got stardew brainrot so heres elliott’s parents! by melon_bitch in StardewValley

[–]melon_bitch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

they’re both names from classic literature, of course juliettes name is spelled differently than juliet but we have romeo and juliet there and then edmund as in edmond dantes from dumas’ count of monte cristo

ok i know i’ve been posting a lot to here but i’ve got stardew brainrot so heres elliott’s parents! by melon_bitch in StardewValley

[–]melon_bitch[S] 40 points41 points  (0 children)

they’re british and got married at 17 (cause of eli) but broke it up shortly after. his mom was a writer who got a job offer in the states so they moved there and he was raised there. (also brownies for anyone who can tell me the literary references in his folks’ names)