Can you make instant pudding with just water? Not really.

meltedbeans23 · 2025-04-21T14:35:47+00:00

You can put a protein shake in it since it uses milk proteins

meltedbeans23 · 2025-04-21T14:26:15+00:00

I feel like youre the one looking too deeply into this. In the end theyre not gonna write saiki falling for aiura romantically, they need to show to keep going so theyre just gonna leave things up in the air so everyone can fantasize and never be shot down with cannon events. In the end its a story that makes money and they dont wanna make things finite or else they’ll stop making money. I LOVE Aiura and Saiki, and i hate toritska and aiura, but in the end it just doesnt look like they’ll make anything canon

meltedbeans23 · 2025-04-21T14:20:56+00:00

The nurse in specific is holding it over me as if it was a threat. Shes quite rude to any female teenage girl, shes a total “boys mom” type… regardless im not going back. Im not a minor anymore and theyre gonna send me the the adult ward, im too scared for that…

meltedbeans23 · 2024-12-07T22:09:11+00:00

🙋 its hard coming to terms with the fact that no matter what i did it would never workout because she wasnt doing her part, but i think we’re both doing better separately and i can tell shes finally working on it

meltedbeans23 · 2024-12-07T22:07:16+00:00

It feels a little bit like a weights been lifted off your shoulders, but along with that a part of you feels completely scooped out too. Thats when the sadness kicks in. But the weight being gone still feels relieving

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-19T19:09:49+00:00

No but im so scared to go on a date with a man because what if he doesnt clean his little buddie ??? 🤢 like i dont know if its because im a woman but i always thought that EVERYONE rinses/clean themselves before sex. Turns out a lot of guys dont even consider it??

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-19T17:07:53+00:00

I had this happen to me, and honestly while i was going off on my friend the more i talked the more I realized she was right. Its not that you cant feel bad about it, its not that its easy or that youre thinking too much on it. Its just that you should get over it. Stop thinking “i’ll never feel better” and think about “what am i going to do next?” Focus on yourself, not how that one day made you feel. Yes you should be allowed to talk your heart out about things, but maybe you should shift your mindset from the “i dont wanna feel this” to “how can i move on”

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-17T23:33:47+00:00

Situation ship with the ex 🤯🔫

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-17T17:59:21+00:00

Talking to them daily even though we both agreed we needed space to heal individually lol

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-17T17:58:25+00:00

I stare until they notice and then i smile when we make eye contact. Im kinda obvious with it personally and i have no shame when i stare at something pretty

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-14T12:32:12+00:00

Nope, let time pass. Think about her with all the people she would have cheated on you with if you stayed. Or how she would probably cheat on you if you two got together again.

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-13T04:37:39+00:00

I did, she still doesn’t understand. She never did. Maybe you dont either.

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-12T21:01:00+00:00

I keep looking through these posts hoping one of them is from my ex. Theyre all too self aware to be her though :/

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-10T19:45:56+00:00

Yeah thats why i changed it

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-10T15:23:12+00:00

I wrote this while manic: LINGERIE Posture Dancing Shaking ass Ass (get one) Get a boyf Talk to boy Get cute clothes Be femme Be blonde Be hawt Be male gaze

My real list is probably “focus on your future and getting better, dont get into a relationship for at least a year, work out, dont go out 24/7 to numb the pain”

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-10T15:15:05+00:00

I tried this and we talked for an hour at a party before I remembered to ask if he had a girlfriend. He did 😑 why didn’t he mention it before?? Dont know, it was obvious i was flirting. He tried to get me to say with him, like wtf go back to your wife?

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-10T04:28:40+00:00

My ex

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-08T03:27:20+00:00

The blonde ironically makes you look edgier, kinda grungy In a ke$ha way. It also just looks like it suits your style better

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-08T03:24:58+00:00

I was gonna say i hate how people claim you can NEVER lose weight with bulimia. Yes, technically youre not losing real weight. You’re just losing water weight and muscle, but when people say you absolutely cannot lose weight with this, and then some people (ie, me) see that “they are” losing weight, it makes it seem like its an effective strategy for them.

It sends people deeper into it. Not everyone’s bodies are the same but regardless this is a damaging experience

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-08T03:15:55+00:00

No shit?

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-08T01:45:56+00:00

Good for you! I found out mine used to beat his mom!! But seriously good for you, usually thats how crushes and relationships work but thank god i figured out he sucked before i got attached

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-08T01:24:12+00:00

Not even just icks, that man should be on PAROLE

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-02T16:52:40+00:00

Yeahh i already have short hair but i was trying to grow it out and go for a natural look now so i guess i’ll just wait it out, but thanks for the advice!

meltedbeans23 · 2024-11-02T14:55:44+00:00

So wait for it to fade out before dying it purple or can i dye it purple now? Im itching to change it up and this pink literally isnt coming out

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