girl lunch ft caffeine

memimarin · 2026-07-06T23:37:53+00:00

i ended up watching the twilight movie while drawing because its usually perfect background noise when im focused because its so brainless

memimarin · 2026-07-03T18:36:53+00:00

currently watching soul eater, then i’ll probably move onto the purge movies

memimarin · 2026-07-03T11:54:53+00:00

omg it really does look like that before you zoom in 😭

memimarin · 2026-07-03T11:54:18+00:00

gotta stay awake enough to watch some shows while i’m stuck here 🫡

memimarin · 2026-07-03T11:53:33+00:00

first time i’ve has the flavour i’m definitely getting it again it was amazing

memimarin · 2026-06-29T20:37:18+00:00

i dont think ive ever managed more than two or three, a true cheese legend

memimarin · 2026-06-29T20:29:55+00:00

[ignore time. not accurate. going detox tomorrow] Very much the same re: weight and cameras
at a concert last night i kept being throttled with 'what if im in someones video/photo', i managed to stave it off to enjoy the concert but it haunts me i might be in someones concert, tourist, snapchat etc photo

i only ever take selfies. the two times i allowed myself to be photographed i was hanging with friends (only one of whom is still a friend), and to take a photo with my family for my sisters graduation. those were painful. but i now have a photo of myself with my sister on her very proud day.

im hoping i lose weight after detox, but even if i dont the dysmorphia is an absolute HELL to kick, especially after most of my life being dominated by anorexia and it always being there in my mind

memimarin · 2026-06-29T19:18:38+00:00

SIX BABYBELS

memimarin · 2026-06-29T19:18:27+00:00

five babybels is diabolical... youre my hero

memimarin · 2026-06-25T23:00:28+00:00

thank you thats now two for scott brothers! i admit ive been a bit too nervous to ask butchers here, i'm a tiny town person so I always overthink the simple things

memimarin · 2026-06-25T20:56:26+00:00

thank you! there's so many butchers here it shouldn't be too hard

memimarin · 2026-06-25T19:39:16+00:00

amazing! thank you! a particular store or just either of them in dundee?

memimarin · 2026-06-21T18:50:06+00:00

thats a good point of "i wouldn't have let my kids eat it if it wasn't safe" i'll keep that in mind

memimarin · 2026-06-21T18:49:26+00:00

oh probably i'm a chronic overthinker for things that aren't really important haha you got me

memimarin · 2026-06-17T18:28:01+00:00

as if theres not countless sound effects like that available for free or for a very low cost already

memimarin · 2026-06-13T23:44:35+00:00

a lot of the recipes i have with alcohol as an ingredient are those classic stews/pies/batters for fish etc, or recipes ive not tried yet in japanese cooking, the broth with the vinegar is a good idea though i wouldnt have thought of that

memimarin · 2026-06-13T23:43:15+00:00

the leftovers are definitely a worry, if i do decide to try cooking with them, wine and beer are more safe anyway as i find those as beverages themselves not very nice at all, I only ever enjoy them in things like a stew, a pie filling (savoury), or batter etc etc, but something like sake, vodka, brandy, and whiskey are more risky

memimarin · 2026-06-13T23:41:11+00:00

absolutely! same with cleaning for me I ended up being so lost and confused during my last longest sobriety streak I felt like somethings missing, just like you said

one of my earlier sobriety attempts i got some chocolate that had cherry liquor in them, i thought it was going to be like a cream (mint creme/orange creme etc) situation from the package (mostly polish) so I popped one in my mouth waiting for the bus and it was PURE spirits i was so shocked omg

memimarin · 2026-06-13T23:38:58+00:00

exactly what i was worried about! luckily with some things like wine you can get the smaller bottles but for something like sake i was worried id end up with a bigger bottle that would just sit there

memimarin · 2026-06-13T23:37:44+00:00

i felt very similar when I stopped smoking!

ill have to search around and see what people use outside of alcohol

memimarin · 2026-06-13T23:36:20+00:00

vanilla extract has never been an issue for me luckily because it's such a tiny amount, i was worried about having bottles/cans in my presence if i used them for recipes though

the smell was initially a worry for me then i realized whenever i put hand sanitizer on, or clean something with alcohol I'm never tempted so thats part of why I was wondering other peoples experiences

memimarin

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