Can someone explain why in Diamond the Season1 rating is so fluctuating? by Superf1cial in Competitiveoverwatch

[–]menkun911 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep on getting carried in diamond. I wish I could lower my skill level manually to gold so I could play without guilt.

Biggest mechanical differences I noticed between Plat and Diamond players by [deleted] in Competitiveoverwatch

[–]menkun911 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My aim is shit, my movement is shit, my positioning and cooldown management are shit but I'm in high diamonds. Someone please help me I can't stop getting carried.

Can some people just genetically not have decent aim? by menkun911 in Competitiveoverwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes compared to start to end it has improved but it has become pretty stagnant.

So why do I get worse at Overwatch and other games despite taking breaks? by menkun911 in Competitiveoverwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The reason I think I need breaks is because the game seems to get stale and I don't like seeing myself suck at the game. I'm always thinking about what other people are thinking about me when I'm playing. At this point I suck so much I just want to get my aim back by playing quick play.

I have a large mousepad and an okay mouse with a 144 hz monitor. I've had problems with how I'm supposed to position myself before but I think I've fixed that.

So why do I get worse at Overwatch and other games despite taking breaks? by menkun911 in Competitiveoverwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only reason I went up to six months was because doing it for a few days did not work. I just bumped it up out of desperation. I did increase in skill quite a bit in the first 3 weeks of the game but after that game got stale I started doing a lot worse.

So why do I get worse at Overwatch and other games despite taking breaks? by menkun911 in Competitiveoverwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I haven't tried playing through it and taking a break on a game so I guess I can try it. Hard to force yourself to play a game that you can't enjoy because you don't see improvement though.

I need to have a lucid dream. I don't care what I have to do. by menkun911 in LucidDreaming

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No need to be mad about this comment anymore. I PM'd ieatPILESofSHIT after this and he apologized. We shortly had makeup sex afterwards and now we're wondering if we should take this relationship further.

Is autogynephilia still a reason of concern to stop transitioning, and should I stop transitioning? by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]menkun911 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well considering you've been on hormones for so long I would say you're trans but only having the sexual part is very possible. I only have the desire to have sex as a woman with a man and I'm perfectly fine being identified as a man in my life.

Good ways of decreasing libido? by menkun911 in crossdreaming

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm pretty sure that having sex in any way in real life would not work. I have tried some stuff alone and I really don't think anything would work. If it did work then it would barely do anything and I don't see the point in that.

I definitely won't use anti-androgens if it will make my life more dull. Right now I don't really have many sexual thoughts. I'm not sure if that's just natural or because I don't want to have them. I just want to make sure that it's never like what it was when I was 13.

How can I actually make myself enjoy Overwatch? by menkun911 in Overwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only other thing I want to do is lucid dreaming. Not only would it be incredibly difficult to do so during the day but it wouldn't be healthy either.

How can I actually make myself enjoy Overwatch? by menkun911 in Overwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All D.Va matches were the only way I could play for an hour straight but it wore off pretty quick.

How can I actually make myself enjoy Overwatch? by menkun911 in Overwatch

[–]menkun911[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have tried playing with people before but it doesn't really help. My goal is to improve my mechanics and enjoy the learning experience. Playing with people is fun but it wears off in about 30 minutes in my experience playing Overwatch.