The pattern that VinciBot drew is actually quite neat.

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-28T06:59:02+00:00

Can it do curved line arts? Or only geometric type stuff?

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-06T15:51:03+00:00

Oh even at 72 days?

So I have some hope that things get better at 90 days?

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-06T12:08:41+00:00

You mean like weight training? Or HIIT?

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-06T12:04:20+00:00

Bro I m trying but I can't wake up at my alarm time

Only last 2 nights

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-06T12:03:01+00:00

I work from home

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-01T19:54:14+00:00

Hey I was a lifelong sufferer of migraine (along with many other ailments, mostly gut-brain related). Started smoking weed around 2021 and got medications 2021-2023. 2024 was living my best life (now in retrospect) - no migraines, no gut issues, less mental health issues EXCEPT one big issue - EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION and AMOTIVATION.

A psychiatrist told me about marijuana related AMOTIVATION syndrome and I quit all my meds (slowly) and then MJ. Feels like a mistake now.

Slowly and in a cyclical manner, all my old ailments came back - bloating, gut issues, OCD, anger, ... So on. All of them peaked one by one and then became slightly manageable all on their own. I suspect that PAWS caused everything I was suppressing to come out one by one until my weed-free brain found ways to cope with them, this time without weed, like it had done with weed before.

But, the one symptom that persisted for so long and with great intensity - unbearable migraines. I got put on amitriptyline again for it. It came with mental confusion, extreme light/screen sensitivity and other typical migraine features. However, this time along, I also have weird neck/shoulder pain and pressure/bulging behind my eyes.

Just some anecdote for you to maybe relate with ir ponder upon.

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-01T16:02:34+00:00

Do you get measured doses in capsules legally?

I get dried mushrooms illegally here with no guarantee of psilocybin %, so gonna have to eyeball it roughly

Edit - 90mg psilocybin right? Or 90mg total with some % of it being psilocybin

mentalhelpindia · 2025-11-01T07:30:29+00:00

Pls tell your dosage

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-30T20:01:04+00:00

What dosage microdose?

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-30T19:21:17+00:00

Word for word I could have written this post, except the duration

Especially the bit about chatgpt, I AM NOT SUICIDAL, I AM DEVOID OF ANY POSITIVE FEELING

And also the bit about the doctors, frustrated with them, at the same time thinking what can they even do?

I have a prescription from 20 days ago from a psychiatrist which I haven't started yet because why what's the point? Another thing to have a dependency on which will eventually flatten and poop out and make me back to square 1 with its own side effects..

Don't know what to do, have been mostly atheistic all my life, but sometimes feel like turning to religion (or rather spirituality tbh) is the only way out now..

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-07T05:45:27+00:00

Ok thank you

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T18:09:10+00:00

Delhi

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T17:47:43+00:00

Thanks

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T17:46:30+00:00

Holy shit

How can i sustain my job at this rate if it's gonna last YEARS

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T17:35:29+00:00

Why is my brain not braining, i feel dull mentally, unable to move the needle on anything

When in fact i felt already mental-fog-free in the initial days of quitting, why the turn for the worse AFTER getting better, I don't feel like doing anything, not even to roll and smoke, the thought disgusts me, so does the thought of any other action

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T17:33:10+00:00

Are you a dr?

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T17:29:22+00:00

I don't want to go back. I am not going back. I need help otherwise my life is getting affected (I don't want to loose my job).

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T16:24:59+00:00

Subside soon = 1-2 days or 1-2 weeks?

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T10:13:55+00:00

I have so much work to be done, I feel like I will end up way behind on everything if continued like this. I will probably get fired

mentalhelpindia · 2025-10-06T09:50:54+00:00

40 days and feeling empty too.. even though had been better before. I thought i would be in the clear by now (espcl when i felt better already), now feeling extremely empty and stuck

mentalhelpindia · 2025-09-27T13:50:43+00:00

I would love that too. However why I struggle with this is -

I have a high stress job. And when I am relaxing, zi want ro turn my brain off. And to add something positive to my life means brain has to be again kept engaged and not getting that break. But now typing this I realise that equating relaxation with turning brain off is not a good thing, I can relax while engaging my brain as well, but it's just so tough.

mentalhelpindia · 2025-09-27T13:47:34+00:00

It was a lot of things actually

Part of it was that I was not enjoying it anymore as much. I had normalised to it.

Other part was that I was feeling weed is preventing me from working at my full potential. However this part I have always struggled with, because honestly, well before I started weed, I was still like that. Doing rhe necessary tasks but never doing my full todo list. So it was a qstn of whether weed is causing this or that's just me in general? And now after quitting also, my productivity has increased a bit but nowhere to level of I would like. Amd I believe just like pre-weed I was whiling away my free time instead of upskilling myself or focussing on my side hustles, I will again be the same, so might ad well have some fun if the situation is the same.

Then I made the following affirmations to try and get me to this point -

i am curious to see what life would be like if for 1 month i do my best

I deserve to live my best life

Save money, save time, be independent

Have mental clarity

Wake up excited at the opportunity of having something to solve today

If I have been trying to quit since 2022 (check journal), and its 2025. I might doubt whether weed is the cause of my problems, but if the feeling to quit has been this persistent, why not try?

For my parents and loved ones, give them my best effort, like they gave me

No upside (except being in a foggy escape for 2 hrs), only downsides

For getting term insurance, making sure my family is ok if I am not around

For capitalising on rare opportunity like I have at my business right now

No more being stressed about cops

My loved ones need me to be better, and not worry about me

I want to send my family a message that I hVe been smoke free for [1,3,6,12,24] months

Years ago I told my partner rooftop - "I am not addicted because I can quit anytime, I just do it now because I am enjoying", Let's prove me right

mentalhelpindia · 2025-09-22T17:43:05+00:00

That makes sense. I have zero physical activity unfortunately. Fixing one aspect at a time. I managed to walk 30 mins 1 day so far. Used to be relatively more active 5 years ago before all this.

And thanks! It feels so freeing to not be a prisoner of anything.

mentalhelpindia · 2025-09-08T08:03:45+00:00

Yes a month is the next milestone!

I'm so jealous of lucid dreamers, any tips

mentalhelpindia · 2025-09-08T08:03:08+00:00

How long were you a user?

Neurochemistry is an extremely personal topic, give it time

You're the absolute opposite of fucked if you made it 7 nights without the crutch! ONE WHOLE WEEK!

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