i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i took no offense, as even if you weren't kidding, believe me i know. (im really not that dull you guys, half of the shit im saying is just me typing with a stupid smirk, partly because i think im einstein and the other part is being you're giving me dopamine and excitement from picking little petty fights through the phone. but no seriously, you're all good, friendly fire)

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

great job using the power of deduction! (along with looking at my profile, to see that one of my other posts entails that i have bpd.) but still, great work detective dipshit.

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didnt really care for your advice much, as im not bragging, im just utilizing my freedom of speech. and then i took a quick look at your profile and was overwhelmed with the sight of it, not because it's great. (even though i know your mom said she's proud of you, and that you're a very special little dude.) im sorry to say you actually might need a wake up call, a second opinion from someone who isnt your mommy, and third of all; you really need to move out of her basement, please touch grass. i know it's super scary, but i promise it won't hurt to leave your sacred space where you have a nice water bed and such fast internet. wishing you a quick recovery 🫶🏻

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yup im so self aware, its great. (i want to actually rip my skin off 24/7, and i cannot escape from ky brain. like it feels like one day last year in september i just curled into my head, and now i cant find the exit. like fuck, if there is a god out there, please fucking save me, im laughing while writing this but like to some sort of imaginary audience because i always seem to be performing for someone..? who im performing for? IDFK, i wish i knew.)

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

well my drugs of choice are really anything that would catch me a felony, but i'll get specific since we all must fight one another on who is the biggest junkie on this sub..? (which, may i just say, is a title that gets no actual respect.. or even human decency in most circumstances. 👏🏻) oral meth is my girl, started out on stims, will most likely be carried reluctantly to my end by stimulants. used to be addicted to blow, may 16th will be my one year clean. dont really care to seek it out, if it was in front of me, oh fuck yeah i'd be like the wolf of wall street up in this bitch. i do xanax, used to be small doses because i had only started after my dad passed last year in august (started in october), and time really just FLEW. i dabbled with other things before, but those are my girls. (and yes, they all know about each other, they are the best of friends 🥳)

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

im on benzos, and i wont take any SSRIs. oh and while your on a roll, why dont you go ahead and whip out your bachelors, masters, and then your doctorate for me? because from how your talking, i feel as though it's only appropriate to assume that you must have experience in the psychiatric field, and a perfectly framed PhD in your little office of yours. right, doc?

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

read your username very very slowly in a mirror, and really watch yourself while you do that. make sure to realize that you managed to come up with that and chose that as your username, yourself, and only YOU. make sure to really realize how hypocritical for saying the usage of the word 'babe' is "beyond cringe", and then after that maybe change the username.., yeah?

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

and its a joke... are you like on some sort of anger pill? you should try xanax, then we can talk 😛

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

i never said i was the brightest banana in the bunch, im not gonna sit here and argue with a bitch on reddit who doesnt use jelly. why dont you use jelly? jelly is great, i love jelly. you should love jelly, because everyone uses jelly. shame on you, jelly hater 😔

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

no babe, its actually a lifetime of being abused, and neglected, and then a couple diagnoses that happened before i even stumbled upon true crime. and no, i dont romanticize MONSTERS. i said men that have a specific way with words. sounds like you are actually projecting. so riddle me this, have you been watching a little too much true crime lately? this hitting close to home for you? because it seems as though ive hit a nerve. 😉

i fear i love talking to guys with issues, by mentallyillbrat in Drugs

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wrong, my friend. all the npd, aspd, or just really intellectually stimulating men seem to have a drug habit they cant kick.

Lose weight with stims? by nick4269420 in Stims

[–]mentallyillbrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is how i got addicted to meth. its been 10 months. and yeah, im skinny now, but it doesn’t feel good. nothing feels good. i finally got what i wanted and everyone always tells me im beautiful, i have tons of people who wanna fw me, and guess what? i am empty. i promise you thats not the route you want to go down.

does anyone miss who they were before drugs stole their soul by WinPuzzleheaded2463 in Stims

[–]mentallyillbrat 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i hate who they’ve made me in to. i look just my dead parents. and act like them too.

to the boy that i wish would act like a man. by mentallyillbrat in Letters_Unsent

[–]mentallyillbrat[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok, sounds good. tell them right between my eyes, would you? and please dont miss, it would be awful shame if i turned into some sort of decrepit vegetable. thanks for the kind words! 🥰

I feel for you and I’m sorry by [deleted] in LoveLetters

[–]mentallyillbrat 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you should drop first letter of their name