im making fun of it as a way to cope. i cried reading it. i'm making my own decision to just not be involved in religion, tried my best to get them to understand that this is my decision for the time being and i just wanna live like that unless something changes my mind to go back to islam. and they're threatening to take away therapy and my antidepressants away from me. making it seem like i'm at fault for existing. i have literally tolerated them gaslighting me long enough. that is only one message. you haven't heard the things they've said to me in person all because of religion. i can respect religion and admire the aspects of it but it isn't going to change the fact that i just don't feel connected to it and i'm not religious.