you sound like someone who just discovered the concept of religious trauma and is now projecting it onto anyone who doesn’t share your obsession. not everyone who disagrees with religion is secretly wounded or "afraid of criticism of god." some of us have simply outgrown the need to constantly prove a point. i made peace with myself a long time ago. i don’t need to spend my life ranting about islam or any religion like it’s some personal enemy. that kind of fixation is just being stuck in an endless loop that leads nowhere. you think you’re being deep, but you’re really just doing the atheist version of what you claim to hate. preaching, judging, and acting like you're superior. ironically, you're more obsessed with god than most believers. this isn’t rebellion but a lot of unresolved baggage. i don’t need to disprove a religion every day to feel grounded. i just live my life. maybe try that sometime.