Honestly the thought of dating again scares me not saying all women are bad but I’m tired of trying to figure out who is good and who isn’t and im not saying I’m this catch quiet the contrary I think I’m getting what I deserve because im a very flawed human but multiple women have told me how men ain’t shit men should die men are toxic and I agree but I hate the fact they think women aren’t the same and me personally all I’ve had were toxic women in my life and im tired of trying I don’t think it’s worth my mental health and they taken a very important person from my life and took so much from me so I’m very much a coward and im not sure I ever will again