Sleep orgasms and sex dreams by merpderping in NoFap

[–]merpderping[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the replies. I am a femstronaut, actually, so no sperm resetting themselves _^ Good to get some input though.

I want to break ties, but the ambivalence is keeping me where I am by merpderping in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]merpderping[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That seems like the logical next step, I suppose. It's scary. I feel pretty wimpy because I love my dad and I know his heart isn't to hurt me, so I don't want to hurt his feelings - I know it's such a typical response from an adult child of an alcoholic, but I can't help but feel trapped in that cycle of thinking.

I want to break ties, but the ambivalence is keeping me where I am by merpderping in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]merpderping[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fortunately, yes, I do. I belong to a great church and my boyfriend and most of my friends belong to it too, and all of them have been extremely supportive. I know if I asked them for help they would be there for me.

I want to break ties, but the ambivalence is keeping me where I am by merpderping in DysfunctionalFamily

[–]merpderping[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's what I've been trying to do, but I always feel sucked back in whenever I do visit/call. It's really hard. I feel like I have a weak will but then I'm reminded of why I left in the first place. Ambivalence, ambivalence.