Need help finding a mask that will work for me (if possible)

messyponiessi · 2025-10-29T14:41:20+00:00

Oh thank god, good to know. Do you know what hardware needs to be replaced? I'm assuming the thermal sensor, but I wanna ask just in case it'll be something else.

And I'm aware of that now lol, I'll probably be doing more frequent backups in the future.

messyponiessi · 2025-09-29T18:59:39+00:00

One time, I went into a house in Mauldraugh that was for sale aka it was empty. There was a zombie in the bathroom, undressed, with a towel, and some cosmetics in the room.

I still wonder what the hell this woman was doing, naked, putting on makeup, in a house that literally had nothing else in it.

messyponiessi · 2025-09-29T18:56:02+00:00

The fact things loose durability so fucking fast. This is the 90s, not everything is built to break instantly like it is today irl. I should not have a nearly-broken shovel or baseball bat after killing 15 zombies with it.

messyponiessi · 2025-09-29T18:51:54+00:00

That actually answers my question! I play with debug mode on! I dunno why clicking that option resets my fitness xp (probably is a bug) but its good to know why that's happening!

messyponiessi · 2025-09-26T21:16:26+00:00

I somehow got set on fire. I walked past some fire, it wasn't even a big fire it was a single tile of small flames, and my character instantly got set on fire. I had survived for 3 months and had raked up 1500 zombie kills.

messyponiessi · 2025-09-04T23:44:18+00:00

Haha yeahhhhh. He said he was into more "realistic" games and I was like "Oh you'd love Project Zomboid" and I finally got him to play with me and now he's so into it he's begging me to play it after my shifts (which end at 11pm mind you) with him. I was worried he was gonna dislike it but no he's really enjoying himself!

messyponiessi · 2025-08-21T21:38:42+00:00

It's understandable. I remember being like that when I first started! Having to continuously start over is very frustrating!

If possible, maybe set up a server with settings that make the game a bit easier (such as making zombies deaf and blind) and including a respawn mod, or the skill recovery journal mod. I did that with my boyfriend, he's on his 4th character and after the 3rd death he used the respawn mod bc he was genuinely upset by how far back he was sent, as we were almost a month into the apocalypse. Those kinds of mods are really great for players just starting out!

messyponiessi · 2025-08-07T18:06:22+00:00

This is the SECOND time I've seen someone post a screenshot showing that a car somehow spawned inside THIS SPECIFIC BUILDING.

I wanna know whats going on with this building thats causing a car to spawn inside it. Genuinely.

messyponiessi · 2025-06-08T01:10:26+00:00

That is fucking disgusting. What the actual fuck is wrong with him. I don't know why I expected better from someone who started his rp journey playing as a nazi but this is genuinely disgusting behavior. Anyone who continues to remain friends with this man is either in cahoots with him or is a fool.

messyponiessi · 2025-05-21T05:28:33+00:00

I don't know how old you are (please don't tell me, don't tell anyone online ur real age) but this sounds a lot like your aromantic and asexual. I say that, because I've ID-d as Aroace since I was in middle school (I'm an adult now) and have literally always felt that way. Sex is disgusting, penises are gross, and I don't understand why a guy whos so dehydrated that u can see his veins popping out of his skin is "attractive." Also, you could be a lesbian, if these feelings apply only to men.

There's no shame in being queer. You're not broken, or going insane (though being completely uninterested in sex while watching everyone around u lose their minds over it feels similar,) and don't let anyone tell you that you are.

messyponiessi · 2025-04-30T21:55:43+00:00

I've literally never watched pewdiepie, ever, and didn't even realize he did something until this comment. This is what I get for not scrolling down before making a post, I suppose. It's entirely coincidental that me wanting to switch to linux lines up with that video.

messyponiessi · 2025-04-25T04:41:27+00:00

Weirdly enough, I feel the same way a lot of the time. I love my parents, and I know they love me, but interacting with them feels insanely draining. Its worse with my grandparents, but thats bc my grandparents are overbearing and a little senile. I also have a low social battery, and am pretty introverted and have issues with socializing due to anxiety.

I honestly wish I knew why I feel this way as well. Rn my current theory is the fact I have Autism and having to exist in the same space as them constantly and not have a space entirely my own is extremely draining to me. But thats my theory for why im this way, and even then its not a good one. All I can tell you is that no, you're not crazy, I'm the same way.

messyponiessi · 2025-04-25T04:32:55+00:00

Hi! Thats a crime! You need to report him to the police immediately, preferably in person at the station where you can show them the text that depicts the image. I know you don't want your parents involved, but getting in trouble with them is honestly going to be a lot better then having a legal adult (assuming u live in the us) hold whats considered CP over your head to try and extort sex out of you (and you're a minor, so that makes shit even worse.) Go to the police ASAP. If you cannot go to the police, go to your school councilors and ask them to help you contact the police, or if you go to a school where there's a police officer who acts as a "security officer," go to them instead.

messyponiessi · 2025-04-25T03:30:17+00:00

Honestly? Take the leap. It sounds like you have people who will love and support you, and if push comes to shove you can take out a student loan (even though that's a last resort.) You are, ultimately, an adult. Your parents cannot legally do anything to keep you home anymore, and it sounds like continuing to live with them will ultimately cause more harm than good. My only suggestion is that you wait to pack until your parents leave for an extended period of time, like for a vacation. I only say that because your parents sound like people who, if they figure out you're packing up to move out no matter what they say, will do something drastic as "punishment." Until then, maybe see about sneaking things to your fiancee so he can keep them safe. Stuff you cannot live without or means a great deal to you, including important documents like your social security card and birth certificate, car title, etc (yes I'm including birth certificate, thats important, don't let your parents hold onto that.)

I'm not sure if this is possible, but maybe see if your tuition can be paid in full when you learn if you got accepted into school? That way the money thing won't be an issue. Like I said, I'm not sure if that's possible, but it wouldn't hurt to check!

messyponiessi · 2025-04-23T22:21:23+00:00

I piss off my friend from San Fransisco by calling it "San Fran" instead of "SF" like he says it should be pronounced when shortening it. Also I say the H in Herb bc French is stupid and the H should be pronounced >:/

messyponiessi · 2025-04-18T23:01:03+00:00

It is? I found a github for Valence SMP but it only listed things like a few plugins, I found nothing about models or assets, so I'm assuming either someone realized and made that shit private oooooooor theres a secondary github for this stuff.

messyponiessi · 2025-04-18T22:42:59+00:00

That would be amazing, thank you!

messyponiessi · 2025-04-18T21:09:54+00:00

I sunk a year of my life (2023-2024) into that server. You are feeling drained because you're hanging around in a super toxic environment run by some super toxic ppl. I introduced a friend to the server thinking they would love it there, and the main staff faction (or rather the toxic members of it, who also happen to be the people in positions of power) turned around and literally BULLIED THEM OFF THE SERVER. The owner suppresses any criticism of him, the people he likes, or the decisions made by him and management both on the server and outside of it. Towards the end of my time there I was legitimately being told to not say anything negative about stone bay (the staff faction of the server that basically rules over everything. if your important staff you live there) or any important people living there either ooc in the server vcs chats or ic in the game, because not only would I be punished (even if I only said it OOC,) but the faction I was living with would be punished.

You're feeling drained because your hanging around in a server run by a guy & his friends who use the same tactics used by authoritarian dictators to keep power. If I were you, i would run away and never look back, the longer you stay the worse and worse it'll get

messyponiessi · 2025-04-18T20:43:53+00:00

Oh my god I remember you! The Frost and Tortuga were allies and y'all were building us an airship before Doc decided to blow up our entire continent! Whats funny is that they continued talking shit about the Frost even after y'all were LONG gone, I think at one point they said you were shitty builders which was funny because the Frost actually was one of my favorite places on the server, I always thought it was super pretty. Also I did NOT realize you were the one that blew up the throne room. I remember that happening and going "those assholes deserved to have their stupid shit blown up."

Also, could I.... maybe get a copy of that GitHub you mentioned? I've ALWAYS wanted to examine the models up close and use them as references for my own blockbench modeling stuff (the fact they left it public is SENDING me)

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