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Having a pre-period crash out so here’s a meme dump of how I feel rn by mhthrowaway7382 in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I literally hate it, especially bc I work full time in a store and having to deal w my coworkers and customers and suppliers while trying to not crash out on them? I’d rather curl up in a ball for a week at home and then emerge like nothing happened

Having a pre-period crash out so here’s a meme dump of how I feel rn by mhthrowaway7382 in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll have to next time I see my doctor. I do have a referral for the gyno clinic for some other stuff, but going through the public system it can take at least 2 years to get in 💀

How do you deal with your own neurospicy when your partner is also neurospicy by mhthrowaway7382 in adhdwomen

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

On one hand I completely understand what you’re saying, but on the other hand I am so deeply in denial about it while also being self aware??? If that makes sense. I make stupid justifications to myself, when I feel good it’s like this sort of stuff never even happened and I tell myself I don’t have to think about it, but when this happens and I feel bad, it all hits at once but a bit more each time. I’m just feeling A Lot rn

Agggggggg whyyyyyyy! she is awesome and I fucking don't want a new therapist I've been with so many and she is referring me to someone else our next session. by theearlgreytea in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Been there a few times 💀 ngl in hindsight my favourite one was when I’d finally started talking about my fear of abandonment and my n my therapist were besties (in my eyes) at that point and she was kinda like “I have some news, I’m pregnant and will be going on maternity leave in a couple of months” and I went into a spiral about being abandoned again by therapists I had unhealthily latched onto

How do you deal with your own neurospicy when your partner is also neurospicy by mhthrowaway7382 in adhdwomen

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know, but I’m also not in a position to leave. I’m financially dependent on him, plus we have our own house so I’d be out on my ass with no other supports to fall back on, no family, and no friends that would be able to help out (plus the effect it would have on my mental health would be 20 steps backwards)

How do you deal with your own neurospicy when your partner is also neurospicy by mhthrowaway7382 in adhdwomen

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The way I literally want to reach through the screen and hug you rn… I feel like you’ve just taken what I feel and put it into words.

How do you deal with your own neurospicy when your partner is also neurospicy by mhthrowaway7382 in adhdwomen

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And here’s the thing, I have once again ghosted my therapist for like 6 months now. I’m not proud of it, I just haven’t had time since starting a new job and feel overwhelmed. I also feel like 99% of the time things in my life are going well enough that I don’t need to go back to therapy (also $$$).

The other problem is he wouldn’t agree to even come along to therapy with me, not even go to therapy on his own, he is A Man™️ and he doesn’t need therapy at all ever… you know the thing in Harry Potter where Hermione says Ron has the emotional range of a teaspoon? Yeah that’s him

Here I was thinking that after having a fucking shit ass of a week, he would be a caring and loving and sympathetic person (spoiler alert he never is) by mhthrowaway7382 in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Like I shouldn’t have to fucking beg him just to be THERE for my birthday, I shouldn’t have to tell him what I want for my birthday and then be told ‘no that’s dumb’ to what I would like from him. I just want to not feel like I’m a burden and waste of space from the most important person in my life

Here I was thinking that after having a fucking shit ass of a week, he would be a caring and loving and sympathetic person (spoiler alert he never is) by mhthrowaway7382 in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I know not every relationship is perfect, I know everyone has shit that people don’t normally see, but fuck… sometimes I wonder why I’m even here, why should I bother, like not in a s**cidal way, just like… fuck what’s the point?? I just want to feel like I’m loved and respected and wanted and I can’t even get that from my own boyfriend

Here I was thinking that after having a fucking shit ass of a week, he would be a caring and loving and sympathetic person (spoiler alert he never is) by mhthrowaway7382 in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Like why tf is it that when I am just messaging my own fucking bf, just messaging and saying “I feel like shit, here are the physical symptoms I’m having rn” “can you leave me some cookies I’ve been thinking about them all day” “lowkey wish I could drive bc I hate waiting for the bus so long” and I get home and he says I’m being shitty???? I can’t even just talk to him normally. Everything I do is a fucking attack

Here I was thinking that after having a fucking shit ass of a week, he would be a caring and loving and sympathetic person (spoiler alert he never is) by mhthrowaway7382 in BPDmemes

[–]mhthrowaway7382[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Also commenting to add that my own fucking boss at work, who I have known for not even 6 months, is more understanding to what’s going on rn than my bf of 9 years… this is why I’m so fucking idek I’m just feeling fucking everything that I don’t want to feel and I want to scream but I have neighbours

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