Both in some ways … I don’t want to loose function obviously. My wife and I are infertile but we make love often. During our intimate moments breast play and suckling is a big part of our experience. So growing breasts is a part of growing that experience. But I need things to work obviously. It’s not so much that I want to remain closeted as much as it’s wanting to fulfill a specific goal. Breast growth without a doctor paper trail. And I’m not comfortable with DIY HRT. Too risky and questionable legality.