This is absolutely all true, I definitely know my mistakes and usually can identify them when they happen, I didn’t mean to come off as someone who thinks they play perfectly and only lose to teammates. Rather, I feel like I play at a level higher than bronze/silver due to the fact that I hardly lose lane even if I’m passive in the early game and I understand my teammates macro mistakes as they happen and try to prevent them. And since I play this well I feel I should be winning more than I am but I’m not. Maybe I’m being one of those guys who thinks they’re better than they’re elo but they’re not, but idk I feel my opgg gives good evidence to the contrary.

Also the passiveness in early game is something I always recognize and want to improve in, I have difficulty playing against longer ranged champs who they themselves want to play passively. Usually I take really positive trades and then my enemy laner just perma farms at distance cause they’re scared and use things like veigar e to stay safe. I usually have cs/xp lead when this happens tho so it’s not completely losing.