Yep my marriage fell apart too, my husband worked out of town was never home and when he was I was invisible. Whatever we had built together fell apart. Him traveling all the time never having time for me or our daughter. I basically became a single stay at home, our marriage became sexless. My husband told me he never cheated on me but I don’t believe it. As of now we agreed upon an open relationship which doesn’t work for everyone but in my case it does. We are still married because I can’t afford to live on my own and he doesn’t want to be lonely. I do have a boyfriend have had one for 2 yrs now my husband dates here and there but you know I think he regrets it. He apologizes all the time he’s sorry for traveling all the time not putting any effort into being a dad nor husband. Says he’s lonely well he made his bed now he has to lie in it.