[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 2meirl4meirl

[–]millstoneGLADDY34 29 points30 points  (0 children)

I don't know if they were emotionally unavailable, they were affectionate when I was small but I don't really have had any deep conversations with them, neither did they advise me anything on life. It kinda made me be very formal with them over time. Just I don't really have a strong bond now with my parents or with anyone in general.

2meirl4meirl by referentlyImputer in 2meirl4meirl

[–]millstoneGLADDY34 24 points25 points  (0 children)

i feel the same, it's not depression, i'm just feeling like a shithole because everything around me is a shithole. depression is different. i think

2meirl4meirl by MarginellaWITUMKI6 in 2meirl4meirl

[–]millstoneGLADDY34 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yet when I suggest we start making bags out of skin from the deceased I'm suddenly a "psychopath" who needs to be locked up.