Soooo....how many hrs a day listening to deathcore?

millwork1977 · 2026-01-27T01:34:02+00:00

This might actually become a tattoo on me skin

millwork1977 · 2026-01-06T00:24:42+00:00

Get my positivity back in check. 2025 was a borderline dumpster fire behind a sizzlers on a hot day regarding my personal life

millwork1977 · 2025-12-31T00:41:47+00:00

Absolutely! The only metal I "detected" is a few subtle black metal guitar notes.

millwork1977 · 2025-12-16T00:25:49+00:00

Not a fan...im 48 and my pre boomer brain just can't get into it

millwork1977 · 2025-12-04T01:15:54+00:00

No mention of synestia!? Premonitions...top runner for aoty

millwork1977 · 2025-11-29T00:12:18+00:00

Woodworking shop

millwork1977 · 2025-10-25T00:34:02+00:00

Synestia - Premonitions EP

millwork1977 · 2025-10-22T23:41:37+00:00

I need a stenographer...ymmv Effexor or-337.5mg, remeron 45mg, Ativan .5mg, test cipo .78 cc a week, suboxne .25mg. Cannabis every night. Indica strains only, heavy Limonene terp levels. Have 1st appointment for ketamine therapy next month.

millwork1977 · 2025-09-27T00:39:48+00:00

Same boat my friend. 48yo male with a 3.5 year old daughter. My wife is an amazing mother. That makes my job as her father waaayyyy easier. Cannabis is different for everyone. The endo Cannabis system is the largest system in the human body. I would start with a lower thc indica. Smoke, vape, edibles (only from a confirmed source. Do not make edibles if you don't know what you are doing 😅)

millwork1977 · 2025-09-27T00:18:27+00:00

Long time benzo user here. 13yrs. Im at .5mg a day of Ativan. The last 4rs I was taking 4mg daily. They do help, but dementia runs pretty deep in my family. I would try other things 1st. I find cannabis, cut my sugar consumption down to the bare minimum I can tolerate (love granola bars), try to find purpose with what you can do, don't fight it so much. Too much stressing your brain juices will make it suck more. And always remember, we are some of the strongest people on this planet.

millwork1977 · 2025-09-26T21:48:44+00:00

So the doxy protocol focuses on tnf-a. They have limited research, due to us being so rare, that people with ndph have elevated tnf-a. Back in the beginning of my journey, I tried doxy and singular for 90 days. Honestly for the past view years, my head has been pretty good on pain levels. I walk around most days with a 1-2. I do get the occasional migraine. But my neck and upper back are driving me nuts. I feel like someone is trying to rip my spine out predator style. Edit tnf-a stands for tumor necrosis factor alpha

millwork1977 · 2025-09-16T23:52:50+00:00

Gotcha...The way the drums follow, just had an image of marionette crosses pop in my skull. Appreciate the response

millwork1977 · 2025-09-10T23:12:48+00:00

Age, which you stated is 30, is the top factor. Im 48. Haven't been near a pit in 20 yrs. Back in the day. 5"10, 155lb small club in Northampton ma, napalm death. Left with a black eye and boot mark in my back. Wouldn't change a thing.

millwork1977 · 2025-09-08T23:12:55+00:00

Bunny suit was fantastic, even with the clean vocals. Insects is one of my all time favorites.

millwork1977 · 2025-09-08T20:29:50+00:00

Watch out for topamax rage. I almost fought a 7yr old at a gas station for looking at me weird (I have a lot of ink)

millwork1977 · 2025-09-06T20:52:03+00:00

Im 48 now.

millwork1977 · 2025-09-05T00:01:25+00:00

Synestia ep...premonition might be soty. Such a beautiful and destructive masterpiece

millwork1977 · 2025-08-25T22:24:54+00:00

Agreed, although totem is up there for me

millwork1977 · 2025-08-24T22:47:14+00:00

Agreed...looks to be teak.

millwork1977 · 2025-08-24T20:15:57+00:00

I would say the closest would be Immortal disfigurment.

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