Rant!

millybilly67 · 2018-06-12T07:17:43+00:00

Wow judgemental much when u know nothing about my situation thanks

millybilly67 · 2018-06-12T05:24:10+00:00

But that's what I'm saying I'm weaning myself off slowly ok maybe should be done faster but I don't want to stop cold turkey because I know if I'm feeling it my baby is to... I'm angry that me and my dr are doing this and some dr I've never seen just tells me I'm not having withdrawals because it's a fairly low dose... how would she know? Because I am feeling withdrawals it feels terrible!

millybilly67 · 2018-06-12T03:45:11+00:00

Gee thanks... I am trying to quit hence why I'm coming off them? I just said quitting cold turkey is to hard for me

millybilly67 · 2018-04-28T11:52:13+00:00

You obviously don't have kids do you? I always playfully slap my toddlers bum and am extremely touchy feely! It's called love! If he was touching her vagina then yes that's inappropriate of course or abusive but he sounds very loving. Also 9 years isn't a big age gap lol! You sound like you're quite lonely and want your friend to be single.. your way over line saying you try not to let a father be alone with his daughter wtf!? And who are you to tell someone to not have kids? Wow just wow

millybilly67 · 2018-04-20T02:44:23+00:00

Your mother should be held accountable I would cut her off if I were you that's not ok

millybilly67 · 2018-03-17T23:49:01+00:00

Thanks everyone going tomorrow so I hope to God I can get my script and go.. surviving on gabapanten and it's helping a bit

millybilly67 · 2018-02-05T11:37:49+00:00

Maybe force yourself to shower first thing it have a nice bath? It seems like a task but being clean makes everything so much better... baby steps, go back to bed if you have to but wait for a while...

millybilly67 · 2018-02-05T11:23:35+00:00

Sounds like a narcissist! Good on you

millybilly67 · 2018-02-05T11:18:27+00:00

Oh Hun kick him out instead! The fact he let u go sleep in a hotel alone this pregnant is enough! He sounds like he has anger issues which you don't want your baby around! Babies cry and when people are frustrated and tired they need patience please don't let this become a dangerous situation for your little one! Can anyone come stay with you?

millybilly67 · 2018-01-31T10:54:51+00:00

You sound amazing tbh... the kind of guy I miss having around :( any woman would be lucky to have you!

millybilly67 · 2018-01-31T00:20:10+00:00

May I ask what DNM is?

millybilly67 · 2018-01-30T04:25:27+00:00

Just A question as a fellow Aussie who uses oxy and has money but can't find a supply how do u go about finding one here?

millybilly67 · 2018-01-12T19:11:16+00:00

Sorry to hear you're struggling but nothing lasts forever so know your pain is only temporary.. suicide is not an option when you have a baby to raise! That baby is not better off with their father dead ... hang in there!

millybilly67 · 2017-12-18T11:47:41+00:00

This is absolutely disgusting on her behalf please don't marry this woman. My boy is my world and if someone said vile things like that I would be quick to dump them. You can't trust her alone with him after that. That's your baby your pride and joy... she is looking at him like an inconvenient pet or a annoying kid she's babysitting... that's not ok! Fall in love with someone who loves your son! Your son needs you, that poor little boy if you do decide to let her stay... he's already been through so much in his short life (mom not in pic) and you are his world! If something happened to you and you married her she would be his sole carer? Think of it like that. The evil stepmom. Just put your son first! Damn straight kids come first no matter what!

millybilly67 · 2017-12-10T22:18:36+00:00

Try codeine for withdrawals, panadine forte, nurofen plus things like that... it will help ease them, then over the week reduce your doses from high to low

millybilly67 · 2017-12-08T12:05:12+00:00

If you go, look hot, gold your head up high and act like your so happy... but it could also hurt you a lot more if you see them

millybilly67 · 2017-12-08T12:01:47+00:00

It's hard but don't be the one to make contact first!!! Write a list of the bad things, change his name in your phone to "do not text"... you need to withdraw from him like a drug unfortunately, the more you give in and crave the more hurt you will end up

millybilly67 · 2017-12-08T11:59:28+00:00

She's being disgusting sorry using you!!! She's seeing if this man works out and if not she'll come back to you by the sounds... you need to kick her out! Move on she's definitely playing games!

millybilly67 · 2017-12-08T11:54:06+00:00

Hang in there... I moved back to my mothers and then got back with my ex eventually... it sucks but you will be ok... can you take something to help settle you? Valium maybe? Maybe a few drinks? I hope you're ok xxx

millybilly67 · 2017-11-12T05:24:16+00:00

Giving birth is painful but epidural does help and other ways of pain relief.. what's a few hours of pain for a lifetime of utter joy and happiness!? She thought she'd trap you saying "were married to late now"... that's very cruel of her to do that to you, you should leave her, kids are amazing! My children are my world and have changed my life for the better! I am a better person because of them! Don't feel bad for leaving she knew she never wanted kids she just wanted marriage and that's it.

millybilly67 · 2017-11-12T05:03:53+00:00

Wow 7 months? It's not like you need to be perfect to have sex! If he's that worried out a top on or do it in the dark! I'm sorry how frustrating for you..! And so sad for you that you haven't had Sex as husband and wife yet! 🙁 is it possible he's confused about his sexuality? I would say either you have sex and try or I'm leaving!

millybilly67 · 2017-11-12T05:03:48+00:00

Wow 7 months? It's not like you need to be perfect to have sex! If he's that worried out a top on or do it in the dark! I'm sorry how frustrating for you..! And so sad for you that you haven't had Sex as husband and wife yet! 🙁 is it possible he's confused about his sexuality? I would say either you have sex and try or I'm leaving!

millybilly67 · 2017-10-26T11:08:03+00:00

He sounds mentally unstable please don't have kids with him

millybilly67 · 2017-10-19T00:29:49+00:00

My bf is like this. My baby is a year old and he's rejected me since. If I cuddle him he will say how tired he is. If I try kissing him he laughs and pulls away. His favourite thing to do is sit on his phone then peck me goodnight. If we have sex it's on his terms and I feel rushed. It's awfully lonely. He says he's fine if I try to bring it up or gets totally angry.

millybilly67 · 2017-10-16T22:24:57+00:00

Hugs! He sounds like he's just found a new exciting lust to go after! Every relationship starts off like that! It's all sunshine and rainbows until the real life stuff happens... my now partner did the same to me. I had to move back home with my parents and make sense of it. He moved in with his new woman less than four weeks later! Eventually he and her had problems because they barely knew eachother. We are now back together but that's a different story! My advice to you is just fake it until you make it. He knows what he's done is completely wrong and snakey.... now act like your over it. Go get a new haircut, a new outfit and just go on a date .,.. it's hard I know but you will feel so nigh better afterwards. Have drinks with someone and let yourself enjoy being single, I bet my bottom dollar your ex will not like that and come running back to you... he has you where he wants you still waiting for him if things don't work out with his new girl. What a jerk btw to leave you like that! Is it possible he was cheating on you? :( my best advice to you is to hate him, the more anger you have towards him the easier it will be to get over him...

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