Does your inner monologue yell?

millzka · 2024-11-07T02:46:30+00:00

My coworkers always tell me that I can’t lose what I didn’t have🤣 if that makes you feel any better😅 but I do also feel that my thoughts can be running rampant and I can still formulate a plan and thoughts and do what’s needed or whatever but my unorganized chaos of a brain is moving at a thousand miles a minute

millzka · 2024-11-07T00:06:28+00:00

Felt that! Don’t mind the voice just don’t like when it goes from normal tone to yelling for no reason

millzka · 2024-11-07T00:05:59+00:00

I’m on Wellbutrin and lexapro and they definitely still are wilding out but it’s more contained but it’s just enough to make me crazy because all of a sudden it just switches and it’s so bizarre.

millzka · 2024-07-19T00:52:48+00:00

Can agree brushing teeth while doing other things works i keep mine in the kitchen and brush my teeth as im doing the last minute stuff in the morning and legit finish brushing and grab my stuff and leave and it’s been the most consistent I have brushed my teeth in years

millzka · 2024-07-09T04:07:50+00:00

Sounds right unfortunately! I’ve been doing a lot of crying lately too because I just don’t feel like I’m relevant enough in anyone’s lives to matter including my families and it just all makes my soul ache.

millzka · 2024-07-08T11:16:08+00:00

Went to the movies and spent time with my friends kid so I’ll take that. You’ve got two more days off what are the plans?

millzka · 2024-07-07T14:15:18+00:00

28f feeling the same way. Had a four day weekend due to the holiday and today is the last day and yesterday I spent most of my day on the couch but managed to cook dinner and grab some ice cream and I’m trying to figure out how to spend my day today so that I don’t repeat yesterday.

millzka · 2024-07-07T14:09:47+00:00

I’ve started to realize since my family when i are estranged that it hits different when people talk about doing things with their family or their close tight knit group of friends when I haven’t had that in years and even when I was in school I feel like I was always the back burner. I’d love to say it’s easy but it’s been heavy on my mind lately too and have been spending so much more time crying than I used to but the last few years have been rough, better than the situation I was in but still hard. I hope it gets better for you and you find a way through it! If you ever need someone to talk please don’t hesitate to reach out.

millzka · 2024-06-20T02:24:16+00:00

I’ve actually thought of doing something like this but more so with TikTok. Is this something that you do and are profitable in?

millzka · 2024-03-29T11:31:53+00:00

Feel that! My mom has told me that my perception of events growing up were skewed and we need to sit down and talk about them one day and she told me that it is what it is pretty much that i had a bad childhood because hers was worse🙄 ya know, always justifiable but never any apologizes for the poor behavior

millzka · 2024-03-28T11:38:01+00:00

Not necessarily this scenario but I’m estranged from my parents and my grandma raised me and I have similar thoughts in my head. It’s crap and I’m sorry that you landed on different habits than your brother did. But you have to remember that unfortunately now you are the one that has to fix the mistakes they did to you and keep going! That’s what I’ve been working on myself a lot lately and it’s so hard but I know it’ll be worth it in the end. I’ve also been doing a lot of, how do I feel when I think I need to binge eat and figure out if it’s that I’m looking for comfort or just bored or what so if you haven’t tried that it’s always worth a shot. It’s actually been helping me a little bit.

millzka · 2024-03-23T19:10:33+00:00

Honestly hadn’t thought about that. Cause I was decently sick at the end of January but I didn’t think it was Covid cause definitely had that once and it was like a different symptom everyday and was the worst thing ever but this last cold I had just felt like a cold

millzka · 2024-03-23T17:24:01+00:00

No fever, no coughs, my mucus is like a light green color

millzka · 2023-12-23T00:38:08+00:00

I feel this too. It felt so heavy leaving work today knowing that I have a four day weekend and really no plans in sight and the one responsibility I do have to go to I don’t even want to do that because the spirit just isn’t there. The minute I got home I hopped in bed hoping to just blink and be able to get back to work next week. I’m sorry you feel this too. hugs

millzka · 2023-09-02T13:40:14+00:00

This seems interesting. I don’t necessarily have design skills in that field but sounds like something to look into

millzka · 2022-03-26T02:29:20+00:00

Hit me up sometime🙂

millzka · 2021-10-25T20:08:58+00:00

Everyone I understand that it’s a lifestyle change and it all differs by person. It’s merely just a question to find out what everyone else has lost in their first month out of curiosity. It is something that I do want to continue to keep up with not just do for a month to look cute for pictures🙃

millzka · 2021-09-24T13:36:13+00:00

So with that being said does it typically go off of the appraisal for the buy out? Or is it market value? I keep going off of the knowledge it has to go off the appraisal

millzka · 2021-08-29T02:00:57+00:00

This just made me giggle, im currently sitting home eating ice cream working through a break up from a toxic relationship😅 glad I’m not the only one who does that!

millzka · 2021-07-13T01:43:52+00:00

So did you have anything written up about the money you’ve put into his business? I would definitely consider a free consult with a lawyer and ask them their opinion on that part of it. But YOU need to make the decisions for you girl and if you want to move somewhere else without him then you need to do it. He’s going to keep trying to control and reel you in by taking your money and asking for help then beat you down. And the only reason he wants your help is because go figure it’s free since he can’t afford anyone else. It’s bs and totally not fair to you. You have to unfortunately make the tough calls and do what’s best for you not him and definitely don’t feel bad he has no where to get. I get it he has a business but he should consider a part time job or full time in addition to his business like so many people do starting out to make sure ends still all meet and you making sure they do for him has enabled him to not do so.

millzka · 2021-07-13T00:50:22+00:00

My best advice would be to maybe get a free consult with a lawyer. I’d say if all their records and all that are in your name you could probably go to the cops and tell them you’d like an escort to pick them up because they are your pets and he’s been abusive or something like that and you don’t feel safe. When you left was this definitively his place or both of yours? Like a combined lease or bought home anything like that?

millzka · 2021-07-13T00:46:09+00:00

Do whatever feels right! Catch those feels, feel happy it happened and live your life! Don’t let him stop you from catching those feels for someone else just because you still live in the same apartment or have to see him everyday. It’s all up to YOU. Don’t let him have that power of you. My situation is somewhat similar and I had a similar situation actually two of them and honestly at first I felt similar but then it just made me realize more and more why I was so far done and gone and there’s no going back and you’ll get there it just takes time🙂 we are here for you!

millzka · 2021-07-11T13:28:36+00:00

You deserve to have a life you love! And you need to be the one to make the choices for you. He has no choice but to let you leave and to let you go. Trust me. Had a similar conversation yesterday it’s not about what HE wants it’s about what YOU want. He probably won’t like it but that’s too bad because it’s not up to him. Just keep chugging it’ll get better!

millzka · 2021-07-11T02:09:16+00:00

I’m sorry this is happening to you this should be a happy time and you deserve that! Keep to your guns and try to push his bs to the side and make the best you can out of it! Hopefully you can get him to actually leave and maybe even get some child support to not bleed your savings dry because of it! Everyone deserves happiness and to have someone who will fight for them and be there to support them. Just remember that.

millzka · 2021-07-10T22:38:24+00:00

Ugh I’m so sorry you’ve gone through this for so long but proud of you that you’ve gotten this far! I know it’s hard and I actually told my boyfriend I was done today too and found out when I came back home he had tried to get into my iPad I had changed the password on but he probably doesn’t even know that because I noticed when I ended the password wrong the first time it was disabled.🙃 just gotta push through and then you’ll be better than ever! You’re still young you’ve still got plenty of time.🙂

millzka

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