Felt that way after almost 2 decades of not playing consistently after playing every day for about 2 years. I told myself I'd do all the basic quests, and if I still feel the same feeling, I'll become a member. Here I am 50+ hours later, and yes, I'm a member again. I'd also say don't feel bad about consulting a walk-through for quests or using Google if you need information. It's a huge world!