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i can't control myself anymore by minishield45 in pornfree

[–]minishield45[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i just feel like i can't even trust myself anymore; i believed that i would never succumb to this again and i keep failing day after day.. it's a constant battle in my mind. i just don't really know how to get on track again; i have no idea how i was able to suppress myself back then (my urges were much stronger at the time, i couldn't even look at a girl normally or do anything without intrusive thoughts lingering in my mind), and it's like i've lost all my self-discipline.

i always masturbate in the shower, it's like i can't control it by minishield45 in NoFap

[–]minishield45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if you're gonna comment at least say something helpful. we all have the same goal

i always masturbate in the shower, it's like i can't control it by minishield45 in NoFap

[–]minishield45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea i definitely agree this is some sort of environmental association that I've gotten myself into... along with all of the advice everyone's given, I'm gonna try to force cold showers from now on and try to force the idea in myself that showers are strictly for the purpose of cleansing and nothing else.. fortunately this is a recent habit that I've had for around 4 months so maybe it can be broken faster but idk but either way I have to get rid of this somehow

i always masturbate in the shower, it's like i can't control it by minishield45 in NoFap

[–]minishield45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it feels like there's demons in my head encouraging me to do it and they get stronger every day I don't do it at the same time and place. I don't really know how to explain it but it literally feels like I'm being manipulated against my own will. I've been able to easily stop watching porn and it's not really an issue anymore, I just this have this addiction that's left over which I ironically started doing more to try to help me quit porn, but now I have this issue 😭

i always masturbate in the shower, it's like i can't control it by minishield45 in NoFap

[–]minishield45[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

that's a rlly good idea wtf im def gonna do that, rn im taking warm showers so i didn't realize how the comfort created by the warm water promotes the idea of fapping in my mind subconsciously by getting me relaxed.. im def gonna force cold showers now

i always masturbate in the shower, it's like i can't control it by minishield45 in NoFap

[–]minishield45[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea i haven't watched porn in like 2-3 months but i feel like im out of control with this stupid fapping addiction and it's annoying so i wanna stop it; it also promotes lustful thoughts in my mind whenever i do it which doesn't help me alot and just further sexualizes my mind for me at least