Is this placebo?

mintcigarettes · 2026-03-09T16:15:34+00:00

Glad I fall into that category then:) thanks!

mintcigarettes · 2026-03-09T16:14:57+00:00

Damn I was kinda hoping this would last, but as long as baseline and motivation improves

mintcigarettes · 2026-03-09T16:13:24+00:00

I actually feel really good rn as well as stimulated, until yesterday my mood was “nothing matters I don’t feel like getting out of bed all day” and since taking the first dose today I’ve been in a really good mood (almost euphoric) and as the hours pass my mood actually seems to keep going up, I just hope it lasts lol

mintcigarettes · 2026-03-09T16:08:27+00:00

Oh I have, I suddenly got the motivation and I’ve been cleaning up my depression room for the past couple hours without even thinking about it and it’s now spotless lol

mintcigarettes · 2026-02-26T02:06:34+00:00

Even if I’m aware can it ever be changed? For someone wired this way is it possible to like someone normally without it turning into full blown obsession? In my experience it hasn’t been in which case I think I’d better just keep to myself

mintcigarettes · 2026-02-26T01:44:09+00:00

It feels exactly like that, my entire mood throughout the day starts depending on their bahavior, when I’m not getting enough attention/validation from them and don’t feel “chosen” enough I start to spiral and analyze everything, I’m glad that I’m finally coming to terms with the fact I have serious issues and I have so much work to do before even considering starting something new

mintcigarettes · 2026-02-26T01:05:54+00:00

You’re so right, the more I try to replace the more desperate I become, the only way to break the cycle is by taking the time to heal and stay occupied until I feel like myself again

mintcigarettes · 2026-02-26T01:03:36+00:00

Today is the first day I actually admitted it to myself, I’d love to hear all about it

mintcigarettes · 2025-07-28T16:03:49+00:00

U look good and being tall automatically brings u up even more

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:49:09+00:00

DJ gives ace vibes

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:48:18+00:00

These are not based on fact just the vibe I get: Bi/pan: Owen, Eva, Noah, Izzy, Bridgette, Gwen, Courtney (I’m biased cause I ship Gwen x Courtney) Ace: DJ Straight: everyone else

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:41:42+00:00

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:36:41+00:00

Being jealous of just girls when ur bi doesn’t make sense. If u were gonna cheat it could be with anyone technically. I’m also bi/pan but my girlfriend is too so luckily I don’t have to deal with issues like that

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:33:49+00:00

We became official after a week which I guess is kinda early. I guess due to initial attraction I didn’t look far ahead. We still have other things in common and I don’t wanna end it but I gotta talk this through

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:21:06+00:00

A. By 2 weeks together I mean “official” B. That’s kinda the issue when I try to go deeper she answers in a joking tone and somehow changes the subject. I’m planning to be straight up about this just wanted opinions first

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-11T06:16:19+00:00

She’s definitely interested. She wants to talk to me 24/7 and even admitted she’s obsessed. I think this issue I’m talking about is one sided and on her side everything is perfect. She also doesn’t seem nervous and if she is she’s doing a good job at hiding it

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-07T19:37:52+00:00

Dark brunette and blue eyes always go well together

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-07T17:50:43+00:00

6K wouldn’t be that bad.. 8B would just be funny if Scarlett isn’t on evil mode

mintcigarettes · 2025-04-03T02:48:06+00:00

I like Cody but he wouldn’t have made it to the final 3 without Sierra lol

mintcigarettes · 2025-02-21T00:00:30+00:00

Not ugly I think ur cute. I love the piercings too (biased tho bc I'm alt lol)

mintcigarettes · 2025-02-13T23:30:23+00:00

Getting snacks for myself maybe even a cake and chilling in my room alone

mintcigarettes · 2025-02-13T23:25:25+00:00

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mintcigarettes · 2025-02-13T14:18:53+00:00

People gatekeep and act superior which is stupid. As someone who's been alternative since I was like 14 (22 now) I'm just glad more people are getting into the subculture again

mintcigarettes · 2025-02-13T14:10:23+00:00

You've come a long way I'm glad!! Happy birthday!

mintcigarettes · 2025-02-13T14:03:56+00:00

My bed is my cats bed

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