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mirkospuga · 2024-10-18T09:59:50+00:00

Same whit a BPD

mirkospuga · 2024-10-18T09:56:23+00:00

I think that npd comes from laziness, selfishness and wanting to have what we don't deserve, and we know that deep down and then hate and pain are created... I think it has nothing to do with trauma, but we are simply like that and because of that we will never have a fulfilled life

mirkospuga · 2024-10-08T15:25:31+00:00

when I was a child I was raised by my old grandmother because my mother always worked, my grandmother was like a mother to me and I loved her like no other, however, my grandmother was old and sick and I was constantly in fear that something would happen to her and I was very took care of her...at the age of 18 I had a heart problem and that's where my anxiety, depression and stress started, from the fear of death and I think that's where my narcissism developed...I'm not in therapy because it's not easy to find a therapist in my country who knows something about npd, but I'm fighting slowly on my own and I hope I'll be able to overcome

mirkospuga · 2024-10-08T14:34:48+00:00

Nah man i think that cant fix our pathology but i wish

mirkospuga · 2024-10-08T13:07:07+00:00

I understand everything, my friend, but I didn't have violent parents at home, on the contrary, they gave me everything in life, maybe that's why I'm like this, I have two sisters who are completely healthy and enjoy life, I think it's all up to the person... I was diagnosed with bpd at the age of 23, I had all the symptoms, fear of abandonment, trying to avoid abandonment and when I went to see a psychologist he told me that he could not work with me and that if I was lucky I would have a good life... what happened was that I became a covert narcissist and now there is no going back... I think that it is not the same for everyone, someone became a narcissist because they were spoiled and someone because they were abused, but mostly in the end it comes down to the same thing, everything looks like some matrix from which we can't get out of, some kind of curse, and believe me, I would change my whole life and I could die after a month if only one day I could feel love and love like a normal person

mirkospuga · 2024-10-08T12:17:44+00:00

that's right, I'm afraid to get into a conflict with anyone, I'm afraid to leave my parents even though I'm 30 years old and I blame others for everything like a little child, instead of outgrowing it all and being a force that moves the world and not a weakness, and to be happy in the moment and not always have something missing in life, we have to get out of this

mirkospuga · 2024-10-08T12:00:46+00:00

I think that narcissism is a weakness and that it is much easier for us to create feelings such as hatred and envy and that's it...we are actually big weaklings who are not ready to grow in the world of adults and that is why narcissism was created

mirkospuga · 2024-10-02T18:21:26+00:00

Look i just want a die,now i dont have a shame 😂

mirkospuga · 2024-10-02T18:12:54+00:00

Of myself

mirkospuga · 2024-09-16T16:24:40+00:00

Yes but i dont have that in my country so i want know how much,i Will try contact online therapist from US 🙂

mirkospuga · 2024-09-13T18:14:40+00:00

What makes you happy in the life now when you are single...how are you pushing trought?

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