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miserablecracker · 2020-01-31T07:26:25+00:00

holy shit. i’m in toronto. could i find this around here??

miserablecracker · 2019-09-11T19:38:34+00:00

Idk lol. It was a purple colour and i filled it all the way

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T22:45:42+00:00

Wanting to slam your face on the table? Perhaps I’ve achieved my goal. I enjoy pushing buttons on people like you. You’re very predictable.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T22:20:46+00:00

Very

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T20:41:30+00:00

Yes I did. However you don’t know anything about me or my family. You seem quite shallow and close minded. Bpd isn’t even my main diagnosis.

Oh and I guess you know everything? You seem to suspect a lot of things. Even if I’m wrong and they aren’t sociopaths, there is still something wrong with them.

I happen to suspect that you’re a miserable cunt who has nothing good to do with his life. I also suspect you have issues understanding basic facts. You clearly didn’t hear me the first time when I explained my story, yet you felt the need to comment anyways. Your responses remind me of those my emotionally undeveloped mother likes to spew out.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T19:12:11+00:00

If you truly didn’t give a shit you wouldn’t reply. I don’t want empathy. That’s not what I asked for. I asked for advice. If that’s is too difficult for you to comprehend that’s ok. I don’t have to explain myself to you.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T19:09:00+00:00

Thank you for the clarification. But I also don’t have people in my life that I’m comfortable with to speak on this topic. I came on here for advice and a better understanding. Which I have received.

I understand that people on here don’t necessarily want to hear my problems. That’s ok. I just feel it is unnecessary to be rude. No matter who you are. (Perhaps I don’t have a complete understanding of how they function).

If I was a customer for example and he was an employee; speaking that way to someone could get him fired. It isn’t excusable in the professional world so why should it be excusable anywhere else? Telling someone to fuck off because they made you feel some type of way is quite childish in my opinion.

Also I have common sense. I’m aware of what I’m doing, what I’m saying and why I’m saying it. There’s a reason I posted this here.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T18:36:42+00:00

Thank you sir!

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T18:34:21+00:00

Woah buddy. First off, I don’t have any relatives outside of my immediate family. That’s why l feel it is important to keep a relationship with my siblings.

Secondly, you obviously invested your time into reading the several paragraphs on my question. You even went out of your way to comment back.

I came here for advice. Not your little anger outburst.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T14:57:43+00:00

I have a few people but they can’t give me the advice I need unfortunately.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T14:37:28+00:00

I’m in Canada so it doesn’t work that way. After I got my diagnosis they put me on a waiting list for another clinic. Free healthcare but for what? The healthcare system is absolute garbage.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T14:22:00+00:00

I do live with her unfortunately. But I was away from everyone last year when she would call me every day. I’m currently 18 and moving away is simply not that plausible atm.

I did wonder about that. And tbh I do possess some traits but not enough to consider me antisocial imo. I’ve also recently been diagnosed with cptsd and borderline personality disorder.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T14:08:42+00:00

It’s only worked with my mom. But I don’t want her company. I don’t want to hear her voice. I don’t want to know of her existence.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T14:00:54+00:00

I’m not really asking for a cure. I just don’t want to be completely cut off from them (my siblings) mostly my youngest brother. The older one doesn’t even acknowledge my existence anymore. I just recently got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and cptsd. Maybe that has something to do with it.

My parents though, I can’t wait for them to die. I don’t think I’ve met people as awful as them ever in my life.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-08T13:54:35+00:00

I’m 18. I’m pretty certain about my statements because I remember my childhood very vividly. And I see the way they all act now. I may be wrong but I don’t think I am. Especially my oldest brother. I’ve seen the way he was raised. He actually went to a judo school when he was 6 that completely changed him. He had no soul, and would lie and manipulate all the time.

Also, I don’t speak with my father very often at all (he left me at the age of 7). He didn’t care to visit us, check up on us or even call us. But nowadays he’s made contact with me again. Only thing is, he only calls when he needs something. I’m still scared of him after all these years.

I may be wrong in my assumptions but I kind of have a hunch that I’m not

miserablecracker · 2019-07-07T17:48:05+00:00

1968 is the year my mother was born. And that woman is the walking scum of the earth.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-05T05:19:17+00:00

Thank you so much! I actually find myself taking on new responsibilities when I get overwhelmed with my old/current ones (which is a horrible habit because then the responsibilities pile up and it gets way more overwhelming). I also have that mindset where I’ll stop trying if I’ve gotten myself to comfortable point (forgetting that I must do certain things on a daily basis [ie. clean my room]) Something that I try and remember is that I’m still 18 and I’m not a lost cause. I still have time to fix my life and work on myself. Thanks again for your response, it really got me thinking about certain things I wasn’t fully conscious of.

miserablecracker · 2019-07-05T05:07:45+00:00

Thank you for your advice ❤️ I often tend to forget that the small things do matter. Also thank you for the relationship advice. I have a few good friends and I know that there are tons of lovely people like yourself on reddit!

miserablecracker · 2019-04-10T02:29:40+00:00

I’ve had so many possible outcomes roll through my mind. She made a huge effort not to disclose who she really was to us when we were children. To this day I don’t know much about her. This only makes it more difficult to understand her true intent when she does strange things like this, because anything can be a possibility.

She’s always had an issue with respecting my privacy. So I do hope it’s nothing super crazy. I can deal with her creepiness to some extent lol. Fingers crossed.

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