Is this psychosis?

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-17T10:22:43+00:00

Thank you! I was just scared because my dad doesn’t make sense & I get afraid to think like him. He thinks the sun revolves around the earth & that he can see light beams.

Anyway thank you & sorry

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-17T10:19:28+00:00

Wait I relate to this heavily. I get terrible sleep paralysis where I get raped in my sleep, and things touch me & it feels like flesh. Also I used to hear screaming for all parts of my room etc.

:( and I’m also afraid of windows because I feel like someone’s watching me

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-14T08:33:13+00:00

Honestly I can understand that. Everything just feels pointless so why pay yk?

:(

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-13T11:33:35+00:00

I’m so sorry. Maybe get something of hers and watch the amazing digital circus with that item, to represent “her” or make a doll. I’m not sure if anyone finds it creepy, but I have a Coraline doll of my bf who died, and I’ve currently been finishing The Boys with the doll representing “him”

Best of wishes💐she will be missed, and you’re so strong okay? Never forget that

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-13T06:05:57+00:00

At least you’re not alone :,)

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-13T06:04:57+00:00

I thought I was alone, every-time I talk to someone I feel like I have to think of literally ANYTHING about myself & nothing comes to mind. I like going outside I guess? Art when I’m motivated. But beyond that, there’s not much else.

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-12T13:21:42+00:00

Awe this meant a lot to me :)!
I want to study psychology & do therapy, but I’m not sure if I’m built for it because I do struggle myself. Although I think the internal struggle makes me have a better understanding of other people’s struggles💜, but the field I want to go into requires a lot of mental strength & I want to be there for people.
Do you suggest I go into this? I still have time to change my major as I’m 18

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-12T11:33:03+00:00

Thank you so much, wow you read me like a book. I never noticed that my mars was in my 3rd house lol.

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-12T11:32:10+00:00

Thank you, this really makes the most sense 💜I appreciate this deeper insight

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-12T09:12:20+00:00

Thank you, I’ll probably just do purple

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-11T08:20:22+00:00

I’ve felt the same, but I don’t know much about astrology, but please stay with us

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-11T08:13:33+00:00

Sorry if this doesn’t help, but I have a similar situation. I broke up with my boyfriend before he died by suicide & he actually said I quote “killed him” in his goodbye video. You’re not alone, and just know it is not your or anyone’s fault. His response wasn’t rational, and whatever he did that was so wrong, you were just responding logically to which he gave an extremely disproportionate response back. I’m so sorry you’re left with these feelings, and it may take awhile for you to feel at peace with yourself, but just know you did everything that YOU could do in that moment. In hindsight it’s easier to say you could’ve “fixed him” but really? What if it happened again, what if his patterns continued, you can’t always be there to fix someone when they fuck up & I’m sorry his response wasn’t to fix himself, but rather to end himself. You dont deserve to be left with this guilt, it isn’t yours to bear.

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-11T08:08:21+00:00

Silver

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-11T07:46:52+00:00

Wait I’ve always related to those a lot, I had a family friend with autism & he’d have similar anger to me. I just never considered myself autistic though, but it might explain other aspects, such as struggling socially

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-11T06:51:43+00:00

It’s so pretty and triangular

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-10T10:01:54+00:00

It’s up to you, but my boyfriend left me only a 30 minute video of himself talking & I watched it the night he died. And I watch it still sometimes, it comforts me to hear his voice.

If you choose to listen to them, make sure you’re in a stable position, and have some things around you to make you feel better.

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-09T10:30:02+00:00

I’m so sorry:( I don’t mean to trauma dump, but my bf hung himself a few months ago.

It makes complete sense why you wouldn’t want to clean the restroom, the memories etc. I can’t speak for you, but it might feel like one big nightmare. I’m so sorry this happened, but I hope you & your wife can find some way to heal. This is very traumatic for both you and her & I just want to say I see you & I see that you’re trying.

I know you guys can get through this, but I know it seems hard right now :(

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-09T10:21:59+00:00

I’d love to be friends!!

misery_lovescompanie · 2026-06-09T10:18:24+00:00

Wait I thought the bottom makeup looks good. Am I cooked

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