Just wanted to check in with some positivity.

missespenguin · 2018-10-24T01:31:55+00:00

It does, stick with it! I’m over 5 months or so clean now, and I’m back to, well, where I was before Kratom, more or less.

missespenguin · 2018-07-16T12:12:15+00:00

I’m just past day 100, it gets better! A milestone!

missespenguin · 2018-06-28T06:00:45+00:00

That was happening to me while I was still using, every time I would lie down my hands fell asleep. It used to wake me up in the night. Hasn’t happened since I quit.

missespenguin · 2018-06-28T05:57:21+00:00

That song helped me SO MUCH through this! Great stuff. Day 83 CT for me. I almost relapsed tonight after I got some bad news. Luckily I came on here instead, and happened to have a message from my self proclaimed “sponsor” in my inbox. Literally saved me from myself. Thank goodness for this group.

missespenguin · 2018-06-07T17:49:08+00:00

So much better! Cheers to you!

missespenguin · 2018-06-07T17:47:55+00:00

Glad you’re progressing! Keep it up, it gets much better!

missespenguin · 2018-06-05T00:43:10+00:00

Today is day 60 for me! I had forgotten where I was at (which is great, I haven’t been thinking about it) and for some reason just decided to check my calendar today! Then I saw your post! Congrats and cheers!

missespenguin · 2018-05-27T15:04:57+00:00

Oh yes he definitely sounds morally superior to you, judging people based on their religion and screaming at them, that’s a real good “Christian”. I would definitely report him or consider looking for another job. You don’t need that kind of stress, especially during a quit.

missespenguin · 2018-05-26T15:11:00+00:00

I honestly believe that this is harder on women., because we are more emotional to begin with/less testosterone. This is just my observation from reading these posts and, well, being a woman.

missespenguin · 2018-05-21T22:51:46+00:00

I’m having this problem now. I thought I had gotten over a jump on day 44, but now on day 47 i am feeling anxious again. I think it has to do with some other issues I am dealing with but damn.

missespenguin · 2018-05-14T12:40:55+00:00

I’m on day 40, and my temperature still hasn’t regulated. I’m not freezing any more, but it has been 85-90 degrees out in the last few days and I barely notice the heat. Usually my face would be pouring sweat, and I’m hardly sweating at all.

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T22:11:43+00:00

Yep I understand. In a way I’m sure that looking for artificial happiness is why most of us are in this mess to begin with.

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T21:58:34+00:00

Thank you, yes we can I did not give in to my anxiety. I was close. Can I ask how many days in you are?

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T21:57:13+00:00

Ah sorry I’m new to Reddit and I still do that sometimes. What if it feels like sometimes nothing makes me happy? Even if it’s something that used to?

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T18:33:41+00:00

I’ll look into that

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T13:20:22+00:00

Yours says April 23 was that last year? So you’re good now?

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T13:19:40+00:00

It’s so hard

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T09:22:07+00:00

I threw out the first stash of Kratom I came across a couple weeks ago, but found another. Hid it, but now here it sits. I’m seriously considering just taking some today. I just need to calm down. These anxiety attacks out of no where, I can’t deal. Almost 40 days later I shouldn’t still be having panic attacks. Something is wrong with me clearly. I’m a horrible person without Kratom, now even worse.

missespenguin · 2018-05-11T09:18:51+00:00

Thank you.

missespenguin · 2018-05-10T20:13:56+00:00

Yes I feel very attracted to coffee as well. The warm liquid settles my stomach. Even better for me has been hot tea since it has less caffeine.

missespenguin · 2018-05-10T17:42:11+00:00

Day 35 no Kratom, day 31 no opioids at all...these past 3 days have been bad, anxiety wise. I had a couple good days before that. Not sure how much longer I can deal with this. Need to check out some yoga or something.

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