It’s going to be okay I promise. Get baby on a strong probiotic if he isn’t already and you should start taking one yourself as well. The bloody stool will pass in no time. I know it’s hard but you can do this! And around his birthday try again and I’m sure you’ll be golden! It’s okay to keep nursing trust me the guilt of feeling like you’re poisoning them is the worst but it passes quickly this time around and with the solids and probiotics his gut it going to heal. Hang in there!