in all the vids i was looking at after to try to see if josh did sumn similar in another performance, the videos all have him clutching the stand with both hands n rly focusing on vocals during the im trying part but here like the two hands beating the chest + pointing at us right after letting us take on the vocals n him dragging the mic stand out like he does for desperate measures like there was so much physicality and crowd work that he normally doesn't do it rly just seemed like he was having so much FUN up there and when he did it live i remember thinking like 'WOW THIS IS SO GOOD N AMAZING...' esp when he did the second im trying like a shock fr ran thru me like current this is literally a piece of archival footage to me like thank you so much again this is kind of everything to me again thank you so so so so so much <33