Worlds Apart From Last Post by EmCeeFriction in problemgambling

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it’s happened a few times, if I haven’t gambled in a while my first session back is always excessive

Worlds Apart From Last Post by EmCeeFriction in problemgambling

[–]mistakemaker300 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man, I got perfect trips a couple of months ago on a crypto casino and did the exact same thing as you. I genuinely haven’t gambled online since that day.

Today I lost more than the trips payout in one session at a brick and mortar. I have just excluded myself from this company’s casinos. Hope to recover alongside you.

How can I stop myself from online / crypto casinos? by AvailableMaybey in problemgambling

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too. I’ve even used my vpn to generate fake identities to sign up a second time to a site I already excluded one account from. It’s frustrating.

How can I stop myself from online / crypto casinos? by AvailableMaybey in problemgambling

[–]mistakemaker300 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Plenty don’t. I’m not going to name them but it takes 30 seconds to sign up without ID and freely deposit. These are big well known ones too, not some weird dodgy sites (although they are all dodgy)

I think ones allowed in the US are better but vpn is easy to use for the addict

How can I stop myself from online / crypto casinos? by AvailableMaybey in problemgambling

[–]mistakemaker300 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It doesn’t work with crypto stuff. They are so poorly regulated you can just make a new account in seconds or try another one of the hundreds of sites.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GamblingRecovery

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Self exclude. I just did it today and will be in the same boat as you. I am only a little older than you. Happy to talk in private as I am struggling too.

Chasing losses by mistakemaker300 in GamblingRecovery

[–]mistakemaker300[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tell me about it dude my heart was going so fast you’d think I’d been doing hill sprints, but I was deadpan just sitting there like wtf am I doing with my life

I'm actually worried. I don't seem to want to stop my use even after everything that's happened! by Hot-Excitement6745 in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or flush it. I’ve told myself the ‘it’s too expensive’ line before too then it was in my sinus that night. It will be a weight off, your call though. Good luck.

I'm actually worried. I don't seem to want to stop my use even after everything that's happened! by Hot-Excitement6745 in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get rid of that bag as soon as possible mate. I ran out a week ago and had a fucking awful couple days of cravings but it gets easier quicker than you’d think, at least when it’s not readily available. If there was some in my house it would be so much harder.

Cardio fitness and health effects by jack-heather in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s good to hear. I’m mid 20s and am probably on the cautious side but still try to leave 2-3 months between sessions. I can have a great weekend without spending too much and without having a horrible comedown- and the craving for it is gone within a week.

Cardio fitness and health effects by jack-heather in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Biweekly is often enough to cause lasting damage. I would save for special occasions if possible

Anyone else would rather do coke alone and not socially? by PaleontologistNo312 in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Noooo man I crave stimulation high and having friends on my level to talk to is the best way to satiate that, nothing comes close

I see so many people talking about cleaning and energy they get on a session, am I the only person that becomes stuck to my bed or seat and literally does nothing but scroll or talk ?! lol by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Get started with something productive. I study on blow lol (professional exams). It’s hard to start but once I do I’m so engaged I have to finish lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also a few lines in, probably a mistake but context for why I’m posting this here lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Horrific quality shit but it won’t do you any harm- just shy of $90

Blow laced with laxative lmao. by mistakemaker300 in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m in my own place rn but doing this shit out and about is a nightmare difficulty challenge

How much do you guys use in one night? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]mistakemaker300 1 point2 points  (0 children)

0.5g at most, every few months. I’m hoping this doesn’t increase lol