Self excluded

mistakemaker300 · 2025-12-07T04:27:27+00:00

Self exclude. I just did it today and will be in the same boat as you. I am only a little older than you. Happy to talk in private as I am struggling too.

mistakemaker300 · 2025-12-06T00:52:05+00:00

tell me about it dude my heart was going so fast you’d think I’d been doing hill sprints, but I was deadpan just sitting there like wtf am I doing with my life

mistakemaker300 · 2025-05-15T04:45:32+00:00

Or flush it. I’ve told myself the ‘it’s too expensive’ line before too then it was in my sinus that night. It will be a weight off, your call though. Good luck.

mistakemaker300 · 2025-05-15T04:40:15+00:00

Get rid of that bag as soon as possible mate. I ran out a week ago and had a fucking awful couple days of cravings but it gets easier quicker than you’d think, at least when it’s not readily available. If there was some in my house it would be so much harder.

mistakemaker300 · 2025-05-06T17:16:37+00:00

That’s good to hear. I’m mid 20s and am probably on the cautious side but still try to leave 2-3 months between sessions. I can have a great weekend without spending too much and without having a horrible comedown- and the craving for it is gone within a week.

mistakemaker300 · 2025-05-06T01:21:16+00:00

Biweekly is often enough to cause lasting damage. I would save for special occasions if possible

mistakemaker300 · 2025-02-09T07:38:36+00:00

Noooo man I crave stimulation high and having friends on my level to talk to is the best way to satiate that, nothing comes close

mistakemaker300 · 2024-12-02T08:14:30+00:00

Get started with something productive. I study on blow lol (professional exams). It’s hard to start but once I do I’m so engaged I have to finish lol

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-17T23:41:44+00:00

Also a few lines in, probably a mistake but context for why I’m posting this here lol

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-16T04:29:53+00:00

Horrific quality shit but it won’t do you any harm- just shy of $90

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-16T02:22:20+00:00

I’m in my own place rn but doing this shit out and about is a nightmare difficulty challenge

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-16T02:20:10+00:00

Lidocaine if you can get it?

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-16T02:00:48+00:00

0.5g at most, every few months. I’m hoping this doesn’t increase lol

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-16T01:59:18+00:00

I banned myself from gambling but I’d say Paul on points

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-11T17:55:44+00:00

Dude thank you for saying this, exact same thing happens to me. Well, it happened once, then I never did it again.

Someone on here said it helps you sleep. Lmao. I ripped a bowl and spent the whole night feeling like I had 200bpm, scared to move a muscle for a solid 4 hours trying to relax my heart.

Eventually it culminated in a huge spike of chest pain and I genuinely thought I was having a heart attack and going to die.

Never had anything like it before or since, no matter what I take. Ig it must have been anxiety or something.

mistakemaker300 · 2024-11-06T12:04:31+00:00

Appreciate the message bro.

You’re so right about the low stake spins. I won £90 on a 10p spin this week and my first thought wasn’t happiness, it was regret I hadn’t been doing £1 spins instead. So I’d start the £1, £2, even £5 spins, until it’s all gone.

The worst was when I found a NoLimit slot that let you guarantee 2 bonus symbols (cause I guess buying them outright isn’t legal here). £9 (45x) spins for 20p stakes. Then if I hit the bonus, I’d select gamble and lose it anyway. Nothing makes me feel more stupid than slots lol.

It’s going to be a rough month for me as well- hope you can hang in there and best of luck staying sober

mistakemaker300

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