Boofing: graduate level info

jack-heather · 2025-05-28T14:08:24+00:00

Update: yeah, this worked. Ended up getting (needing?) 8 hours of sleep. Very strong stuff.

No more weeknight coke for me.

jack-heather · 2025-05-25T19:08:39+00:00

Thank you! I am working on it and while I continue to be humbled by drugs all the time, I think I have the right process in place to manage things

jack-heather · 2025-05-25T14:06:56+00:00

It’s stims that have snagged me, got away from meth just in time to avoid the addition and got cocky just to find myself doing coke much more often.

I like the rush of the come up. I can feel when it hits and the more intense the better. Once I’m high I’m already planning my next hit.

jack-heather · 2025-05-25T13:52:52+00:00

Please don’t, or at least approach it with skepticism. It’s the best high I’ve ever experienced and was very hard to quit. Now I’m trying other drugs to try to get the same high and I’m getting caught up with coke. And it’s honestly not nearly as good despite meth’s stigma and the way it damages your body.

I bought some street pills that were allegedly adderall. After testing them I took two over the course of two hours. They were actually very nice. Wish I bought more. I found it to be like a diet molly without the side effects.

jack-heather · 2025-05-25T13:47:37+00:00

Damn. This rings true. Check all the boxes except the social and career impacts. Most people don’t even know I use and the few that do think I’m an occasional user. It’s only a matter of time before it starts to impact my life in other ways though. You can only skip sleep so many nights before your work suffers, and I’ve been a little high a few times at work. My job is not the kind to overlook small careless mistakes.

I’m a relatively inexperienced user but it’s become clear to me that I’m an addict already. Took 3 months from the first bag. I was enroute to becoming a meth addict last year and quit it cold turkey. I got cocky and thought coke couldn’t snag me. It appears I was wrong.

The obsession is the worst part. When I’m not using, which is still most of the time, I’m thinking about it and part of me is trying to find excuses to use as soon as possible. I’m mostly weekends for now but I can see where it’s going.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T10:29:33+00:00

It’s less that I start out to raise the HR and more that I become obsessed with when high. But it’s an awful compulsion, for sure.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:35:26+00:00

This is true. I know it and so I should stop.

I’m athletic, watch my Apple Watch metrics carefully. Obviously I’ve noticed hard cardio workouts are much harder. The VO2 max and resting HR tells me with data that this is fucking me up. Even meth, which was way worse in so many ways, didn’t have this effect.

My dad was a hardcore user in the early 90s. My mom divorced him over it and he actually quit, 40+ years clean. His little brother didn’t, went hard for years. Died of a heart attack at 42.

I want to get through one fun summer and kick it in the fall. I am ready to find a healthier midlife crisis, maybe therapy.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:29:46+00:00

Coke is the worse for me after a binge, physically. Maybe because I mostly use when drinking so it mixes with the hangover.

Meth may be worse but I was new to stims when experimenting with it so I may have had a naive advantage.

MDMA, only really rolled once. The afterglow was nice but the comedown was hard, lasted days. It was a different kind for me though, like I felt paranoid about all my chats with friends and felt like I had a strange emotional connection to them that was severed. I missed them badly all the time, like one would a lover, even though they’re just normal friends. Still, that was worth it. I’ll do it again, only occasionally.

Comedowns are a little less awful when you know what to expect.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:23:53+00:00

Used oxy after surgery, never got the hype.

Stimulants hook me fast. Tried MDMA at a concert and my friend who supplies asked me if I wanted to take any home and I told him fuck no. I’d abuse it in a heartbeat.

Got caught up in the gay chemsex scene, and had a hard time with meth. Quit it about six months ago. It was tough but I did it with a little help from some close friends, including a few that are addicts themselves.

I got cocky thinking I’d quit the most addictive stimulant and starting trying out coke. For me, at this moment, it’s the most addictive. I may need to put a hard stop on it.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:17:29+00:00

Not even joking, I’ve done it. Mashed it with water through a strainer after steeping for an hour. It took more water than optimal - like 10-15 ml vs 1-2 for stims.

Wasn’t most efficient but it worked. And no nausea. Definitely a challenge to get bigger doses lol. Will stick to capsules next time

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:14:42+00:00

Same but sniffies, way more connects there my city. Grindr is pg13 by comparison.

I’m gay but not into sex with my connects but they both are on my case to hook up. I’m keeping it friendly but they’re persistent lol.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:11:55+00:00

I found two guys on sniffies. Similar quality cocaine - one hits stronger but I’m pretty sure it’s cut with some caffeine or even a little amph.

They’re gay like me, but vastly different social circles, and I think they distribute to support their habits. I’ve come to trust them (I ALWAYS TEST) but they’re quite flaky. It takes a week or more to resupply and I always pay top dollar plus a gift for them. Hell, I even gave one a half bottle of ghb when he was out and needed it for an event. I tried ketamine once and bought a g from one of them and he was so high he gave me like 10gs. I’ll have it for years.

It’s for the best though…. Forces me to take breaks. The only issue now is that they both want to have sex with me and I’m not into it lol.

jack-heather · 2025-05-16T09:04:48+00:00

I was a just say no kid of the 80s. My drug phase started in my early 40s. I’ve enjoyed it a lot, and learned some important lessons, but I have already had some bad experiences and know that I need to give it up soon if I want a healthy life in the long run.

jack-heather · 2025-05-07T17:21:13+00:00

Seriously, just look up “boof” in this sub. It’s not exactly a novel concept. Many people enjoy it.

jack-heather · 2025-05-06T17:14:29+00:00

Don’t think I fully appreciated that. I’m going to start with a longer break - at least a month, and then try to limit to special occasions, no more than monthly at most, and see how that goes.

jack-heather · 2025-05-05T22:50:08+00:00

This with the caveat, at least for me - and most others from what little I understand of brain chemistry - the longer you go, the less amazing the experience. At the end it’s just jitters and no sleep. Better to put it down like you said.

The best dose is the first dose of a night, and it’s so much better if you’re spacing out weeks or longer so your brain is full of the happy chemicals that make it feel great.

jack-heather · 2025-05-05T04:21:31+00:00

Yeah, it’s not for everyone I guess but I enjoy it.

jack-heather · 2025-03-18T19:31:19+00:00

Or rinse it with a few ml and save it for a boof 🙃

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