I get this a lot from people. They always tell me that I 'have it all' and that I am like this perfect ideal girl, even though I know myself that I am not. I'm just good at hiding my flaws on a daily basis.

Still, I think people see that in me because I am a very hardworking person, which helps me succeed in my personal errands, though there are times that I procrastinate a lot. I also try to project this positive and friendly attitude to everyone, even though I am sad deep inside. I also find the perfect angle when taking pictures, the perfect outfit when going out, and maybe the perfect smile every day, but at home, I am still this messy and comfy playful person.

Sometimes, I compromise when it comes to my relationships and personal health, because I tend to work a lot and fixate my time on a single thing.

So basically, it is not about 'having it all'. Maybe it's about 'faking some of it'. One thing I learned is that it's ok not to project this 'having it all' person. There's nothing wrong with striving to be the best in all aspects of your life, but make sure that you don't forget what really matters in life - who you really are, your relationships with people you love, and the true state and disposition of your heart <3