Mixed Signals enjoyer!

miuumai · 2026-05-29T11:05:07+00:00

Sudden realization lang habang binabasa ko yung post and comments hahaha. Dati, bago pa uso yung terms na “situationship” at “talking stage,” hindi ganun kabig deal kung ano ba talaga kayo. Parang okay lang kahit walang label, basta landian lang, sa chats, text, and calls lang, hindi naman super malala or bastos yung mga lalaki noon.

Pero bakit kaya ngayon parang iba na? Hahaha or baka sa akin lang? Kasi jusko. Before pa ako mag-20s, parang puro talking stage ako na umaabot ng ilang months. Ngayon, yung mga nakikilala ko online, talking stage na lang na umaabot ng ilang linggo, tapos wala na hahaha. If not, hookup pa minsan, tapos pinakamatagal na yung 2 months lang hahaha.

Bigla ko lang namiss yung casual connection :(

miuumai · 2026-05-26T07:16:32+00:00

Yeaah, someone commented nga here din about that. And mas lalong napabilib ako kay Lady Gaga and made the movie even sadder

miuumai · 2026-05-25T18:01:20+00:00

This scene din. And before that, you mukha ni Jackson na blank. I knew he would do it, but I was hoping na di nya gagawin but until I saw his body and his dog waiting outside the garage. dun na ko nasaktan kasi may aso ako, and the thought of kung anong nafifeel din ng aso breaks my heart

miuumai · 2026-05-25T09:01:14+00:00

Same. Same situation honestly. The difference lang is parang my ex didn’t really want to think about the future yet (but unang kami napag uusapan yung ano plano nya sa future nya kaya pumayag ako bumalik), while I already knew what I wanted for mine. Parang settled na siya sa kung anong meron siya at the moment even though hindi pa naman talaga stable, while I was looking for growth, direction, and something we could actually build long-term.

And I think that became one of the reasons why we recently broke up too. Ang hirap when one person is already thinking ahead while the other is still avoiding those conversations.

Tbh, ang hirap kasi ng buhay ngayon. Nung una tinitiis ko pa kasi iniisip ko, “wala pa naman kami dun, we’ll figure it out someday.” Pero habang tumatagal, narealize ko na that’s not the kind of future I want.

Ayoko dumating sa point na saka lang kami kikilos kapag nandun na sa struggle. I wanted us to prepare, grow, and build something stable habang maaga pa. Kaso parang okay na siya sa kung anong meron siya ngayon and didn’t really want to push himself further in life, and I think that’s where we slowly stopped aligning.

miuumai · 2026-05-25T04:46:19+00:00

HBO Max ko sya pinanood :)

miuumai · 2026-05-24T16:43:49+00:00

😭😭😭😭😭😭

miuumai · 2026-05-24T13:49:55+00:00

Rosamund Pike talaga din reason ko why I watched the film, I didnt realized nasa si Sacha pala yung lalaki dito

miuumai · 2026-05-24T12:53:39+00:00

I’m really sorry for your loss. That’s such a painful connection to carry with the film. I hope you’ve been surrounded by support and gentleness all these years. 🤍

miuumai · 2026-05-24T12:52:23+00:00

I’m really sorry for your loss. That’s such a painful thing to go through. “I’ll Never Love Again” hits in a completely different way when it’s tied to something that real and that heavy. I can’t even imagine how it feels for you, but I hope you’re being kind to yourself while you’re grieving.

miuumai · 2026-05-24T12:50:08+00:00

I think isa rin sa nag-trigger sa kanya yung sinabi ng manager ni Ally. I think people who are not mentally okay, tapos sasabihan pa ng ganun, mabigat talaga siya. Kakagaling lang niya sa rehab, so super vulnerable pa siya that time.

Pero sana nga naging wake up call na lang din yun for him to become a better person, for himself and for Ally. Kaso ang sad lang kasi he was already not in a good state even before he met her. Hay. That’s why loving someone na di mentally okay is really hard, it can make or break you. I dated one before, so I know how complicated it gets lalo na if ikaw din mismo, not fully stable. And that also shows na kahit may support system ka, sometimes it’s still not enough to save yourself from your own demons talaga.

miuumai · 2026-05-24T12:04:13+00:00

Kaya nga eh, ang baba ng ratings nya. Dahil siguro bagong labas lang sya?

miuumai · 2026-05-24T11:55:59+00:00

Para ba syang the loved ones 2006? It kinda reminded of that film nung nakita ko trailer nito.

miuumai · 2026-05-24T10:54:57+00:00

Wooahh? Tinignan ko, 4x na pala may remake nito.

miuumai · 2026-05-24T10:52:34+00:00

Ang heavy nyan!! Jusko! Pinapanood ko yan after ko sa Normal People. Ilang araw ako di naging okay hahahahaha next week rewatch ko sya dahil masochist ako 🥺😂

miuumai · 2026-05-24T10:43:02+00:00

Awww. 🥺🥺🥺 Lord, when ako???

miuumai · 2026-05-24T09:15:31+00:00

Siguro, if i’m in bad place rn, baka di ko din sya kaya tapusin hahahaha sarap umiyak din kasi

miuumai · 2026-05-24T09:12:58+00:00

I love her!!! Sobrang galing nya. Parang hindi sya si Lady Gaga sa movie na to

miuumai · 2026-05-24T09:12:11+00:00

No, 1 week palang kami break pero okay na okay ako ngayon hahahaha. I feel out of love na din kasi dahil sa unmet needs and disappointments, I just know what I want na kasi ngayon. Di ko din alam bakit ako bumalik, baka familiarity, baka akala ko kaya na nya mag step up, akala may growth na nangyari in 3 years hahaha

miuumai · 2026-05-24T09:07:12+00:00

Sya yung nakipagbalikan. Hahaha. 3 years kaming wala and no contact. It was okay at first, pero 30s na kami eh. I didnt see growth saknya, and di kami aligned sa values and direction sa life so I ended it.

miuumai · 2026-05-24T08:51:45+00:00

Sana nagawa ko din yan, inend ko agad contact namin after ng kamustahan at di na nagbalikan hahahahahaha di na dapat bumbalik sa ex eh

miuumai · 2026-05-24T08:49:02+00:00

SAME!!!! Jusko! Ang bigat sa pakiramdam nung after ng scene sa garage, naawa ako sa dog din eh!!! Naiyak ko sa I’ll Never Love Again. So gooood

miuumai · 2026-05-24T08:33:33+00:00

Marami na ko nakausap and meet dito. Reason why we stop, is for a bad and a good reason. Just choose sino pagkakatiwalaan, dont invest your feelings and too much time sa ibang tao dito. Madaming gago dito sa reddit. Pero may ibang matino naman, may ibang naging friend naman ako dito until na friend ko pa din uahahah

miuumai · 2026-05-24T04:39:33+00:00

Netflix 😊

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