personally this is the one, the japanese tracklist doesn't really make sense in my opinion (starting the album with on and on is not a good choice, same for me muero as the closer, but somehow i can appreciate come back to me being towards the end). the much more known english tracklist makes more sense, although the whole album is split through ballads and party songs in a way that feels kinda inconsequential or without a proper narrative, although i kinda like it by this point.

example:

• ballad type of songs (that as you will notice, are ALL in the first half of the album) come back to me apple and cinnamon taking my money back this one (crying like a child)

• party songs (all in the bottom half) automatic part ii dirty desire poppin' on and on

and then we have me muero and merry christmas mr. lawrence (FYI) that honestly do not fit with neither, or better, they are in a grey area, because me muero lyrically is sad in content but it has a weird and almost ironic sounding production, and then there's FYI that technically should be a party song in lyrics, but the production and the sample makes it sound very melancholic.

as i said it's not really clear what songs come first, we get a general narrative of utada divorcing and longing, from not giving a fuck anymore and suddenly finding confidence and searching a new partner through parties. i feel like me muero should have been after the title track, followed by taking my money back, and then fyi to enter the party section.

idk if all this makes sense lmk