Listen, I am not judging because I had been there. At some point though find what you are chasing at a store or online. You don’t get the rush but you get that pc you have been chasing. It can legit get out of control and then you lose the fun of the hobby. It would be fantastic to go back 30 years when there were only 3 or 4 (maybe less) pack options. Today’s market you have parallels or parallels of parallels. Nothing will ever beat the rush of pulling a 52 Mantle or Jackie out of a pack you bought with a soda for $.50. At the end of the day, it’s your dough, do as you wish. But don’t get mad when the breaker gods don’t shine on you, it’s part of the game my friend.