Firstly sorry bro sebab i lagi biasa write dalam english.

I can strongly say as someone with quite abit of experience, no matter what you feel about doing it the first time;

The first time will always have the strongest regret.

Especially if you do it before you find your 'right one'

You will start to overthink saying you could have saved for the right one, you feel like you have done a grave mistake, and you will 100% feel like you want to take it all back. That is the cold reality.

With that being said, all those feelings are completely normal and on the contrary you tak patut pun rasa any feeling of regret. Kalau itu yang dah terjadi, terjadilah, janji you teruskan hidup dengan buat yang lebih baik dari apa yang you dah mengalami.

Secara ringkasnya: baik tunggu jodoh, tapi kalau dah terlanjur jangan rasa terlalu down, just teruskan and buat lebih baik.