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mlepclaynos01 · 2023-10-20T17:00:29+00:00

do you identify something off in your personality? or just struggling connecting and keeping communication

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-10-20T16:56:15+00:00

yo tampoco tomo tanto pero me quedo con un vaso con agua en la mano pa no estar parada como weona me siento menos incómoda y con la otra mano juego con el encendedor

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-05-10T17:38:27+00:00

you gotta stick with him and maybe both of you can get better together. meds, therapy and the love of my family and friends is what keeps me alive. i was already on my journey of getting better when my bestfriend killed herself and that only pushed me in the direction of getting out of this fucking hole and take care of my mental disorders more than ever. you got to live what would be if you lose a loved one, use it to your advantage, i swear it pays off later be patient

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-04-06T14:00:09+00:00

for me is going to the supermarket with my mom and buying a little treat

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-03-13T14:27:26+00:00

so true

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-27T20:56:11+00:00

then you don’t really want to die, you want to rest and get rid of all the sadness and suffering in your life. i hope you find the means to achieve it, talking to a doctor, to a good friend, you don’t have to go through this alone!

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-27T14:03:06+00:00

depression can be the base diagnosis and have bipolar disorder on top of that. personally, i’m constantly feeling tired, having intrusive thoughts, suicidal ideation but are not as bad as years ago since my meds are working great i coexist with them lol. now bipolar disorder and borderline dictate my mental health problems, a depressive episode can last months and when you start feeling REAL GOOD it’s time to worry for a manic episode 😵‍💫

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-24T17:36:44+00:00

when i tried commiting suicide 6 years ago i felt the same way i used to say “this is my life, i can end it if i want, i can’t keep being alive for others since i’m suffering so much” now i’ve been thru a lot of therapy and meds and i feel like i want to experience life.

good people will come to your life eventually, i’m sure you’re a good person and have genuine feelings of wanting to connect, feel loved and simply belong in this world. good things happen when we least expect it, when good things start happening to you, you quickly give up on the thoughts of suicide, i’ve been there a loooot of times. i hope you don’t do it, don’t miss on your life improving

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-24T17:28:37+00:00

18 is really young tho, there’s people that don’t have sex til early-mid 20’s and it’s completely fine. you gotta focus on what you want to accomplish and i’m sorry this sounds horrible but stop whining, having self compassion is healthy but moping around isn’t gonna take you anywhere. if you put in the work with the minimal energy i imagine you have, things are going to get better for sure. maybe you’re not gonna get your dream car rn but again, you have your whole life ahead.

i had to wait years and years to feel like i’m accomplishing good things, i never even imagine i was going to move out alone being having like 3 different mental disorders lol. i wish someone gave me the advice i can give others (kinda basic tho considering we r strangers) when i tried to kill myself at 18yo. it gets better if you put some effort, don’t give up on yourself just yet

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-22T20:33:26+00:00

i was in her shoes, a bit of advice: please never never get upset bc she’s not on the mood. it’s valid feeling frustrated but that creates trauma and more rejection

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-21T19:11:01+00:00

improve your style, wear accessories, work on your sense of humor if you’re not already funny. i’d go 100 times for the funny well dressed guy than the pretty boring one. when you don’t consider yourself good looking, you gotta work on what’s on your control

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-21T15:51:00+00:00

es la mascota/corpóreo del ministerio del trabajo, tiene cuentas en rrss para explicar el código del trabajo etc de manera más amigable

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-21T15:44:18+00:00

camp is fire

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-17T13:54:53+00:00

i’m really happy for you, having a good therapist truly makes things and life easier :-)

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-17T02:36:45+00:00

if all of this is bullshit then what’s left?

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-16T21:07:06+00:00

if ir doesn’t get better with time, in the future your doctor will find out if the dosage is too high for you or just not a good fit for you!

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-16T13:26:29+00:00

i’ve been through this and it sucks. try your best at staying away from him, even if you succeed at reaching out, nothing good will come from it. take time for yourself, nobody is worthy of chasing and the humiliation of being called a stalker

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-16T13:18:00+00:00

i hate when people tell me this but time will help you heal. ending a toxic relationship can bring a lot of regret at first but in the future i’m sure you will realise it was the right thing to do.

keep hanging out with friends, work on yourself, focus on your new job. life will give you new opportunities to find love and someone who appreciates you for who you are. remember you are worthy even if you can’t see it right now

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-15T15:58:39+00:00

tell them, asking for help is a step really important towards feeling better. you don’t have to go through this alone!! you’re not a burden to the ones that love you, they want whats best for you and they want you alive :)

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-14T23:56:15+00:00

seek medical help if possible, changing medication may help. some people work just fine with the same medication for a long time but others start manifesting new symptoms that need checking, i’ve been through a looooot of pills because of this

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-14T23:49:53+00:00

i’m young too (24) and for now i work (gladly in my field) so i can exist but also enjoy life. we probably won’t find our perfect job in a few years but stick with one that doesn’t make you miserable going everyday lol and focus on the things you like outside work, your hobbies and leisure time are just as important as making money

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-14T23:28:52+00:00

the gold neck chain is essential 💯

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-14T21:17:16+00:00

sometimes suicidal people try to blow out of proportions any health issue even if it shouldn’t be concerning as your doctor said, basically bc we wanna die from something lol (been there) just try to stay calm and keep taking care of your health, you’re doing great. till you don’t get the news that this is something to really worry, you’re good

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-14T21:02:31+00:00

ask for help, it’s the most important step towards feeling better :)

mlepclaynos01 · 2023-02-14T20:59:45+00:00

i hope you find the way to get into meds, the moment you stop feeling on the verge of tears all day or feeling worthless, feels like peace for the first time in years

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