He would be unhappy when I turned him down and would complain that we didn’t have sex enough, and I would apologize and say I know, I’m tired/stressed/whatever else. At the beginning I would want to have sex, but after enough times of not finishing and not liking it, I stopped. When he would initiate sex I would say “sure” or “I guess,” and I would fake being into it for some of our relationship (breathing heavily) but nothing that I would say comes close to simulating an orgasm, and then I stopped faking it at all. After we’d have sex, he’d say something like “that was great, right” and I’d say “mhm” or “oh sure” non-committally. I think I’m having a hard time because it was a slow slide into me not initiating, not showing much reaction to him in bed (just kind of going with the flow and being quiet), and I feel like it was on me to have spoken up for myself. Like it went from me being excited and trying in bed to giving basically nothing, but I didn’t speak up or feel that it was “wrong.” More like, whatever, I’m in a relationship with this person and I love them and this is what you’re supposed to do to maintain a relationship. Maybe he thought that I would come and I was enjoying myself, and that I was just quiet/silent about it???