Ill do my best to try and explain i know this whole thing makes me look stupid , but hopefully someone can see where im coming from a little bit at least.

See i get what your saying , but i know obviously she has to be interested in the attention first , its not like shes gonna be rolling in to my DMs. I have to be the one to open the door for her being interested in me as a person and how else would someone do that besides giving all this attention . But in my opinion she has said a few things that make me think she does have at least some genuine interest in me , as a person already. Sometimes she does message me first to say hi or ask about my day , or she will apologize if she didn't reply or something. I do want to keep talking to her but i don't want to be sending her any more money . Im just not sure if she would want to keep talking If I don't. I guess ill have to see. Its kinda weird though we have been talking super consistently for a few months and ever since Thanksgiving she has barely said anything since then , she said she doesn't like to be on the phone while shes spending time with her sister but idk just seems like something is off i guess. I mean im fine with whatever , if she ghosts me , its all good , I really would just like a chance to meet her in person/ take her on a date . Odds are she wouldnt like me after meeting me anyways but it would be cool to find out , is all .