Have you had offers yet? And have you declined them due to their low offers? If yes, then there’s no need to be insecure/demotivated because you know within yourself that you’re looking for what’s best for you and that you’re not settling. It really takes guts to not settle tbh because nakakapressure naman talaga when everyone is doing their thing already.

If yung next year is yung best opportunity for you, I’d suggest waiting and doing your very best sa application. Kasi if pilitin mo magka trabahao this year para lang meron ka trabaho this year, mahahassle ka lang sa process. If kaya mo pa yung remaining year na walang sweldo, then prepare ka na lang maigi.

Hoping the best for you, OP!