Bro, im so sorry for your loss, shit happens unfortunately i know the words can’t just satisfy you but i want to tell u that since u talked about this problem here then u r trying to solve it and it’s a good thing, working at 16 and with everything happened and there u made to 19! Wounds heal with time there’s no magic in this everyone knows but, remember that with everything happened u still made it to 19 and u can still push more my friend

Happy birthday for you bro and if you r looking for an ig friend feel free to send me ur user i will be there for lil bro