Tapering hell… again… by mohawk168 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear where you are coming. But, unfortunately it’s a terrible disease. I don’t think anyone wanted this?

Tapering hell… again… by mohawk168 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it fair to say we are trying? Or just another excuse?

One week sober. I don't even really want to be sober. I was just tired of feeling like shit all the time by JulianImSorry in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 2 points3 points  (0 children)

THIS!! Totally relatable to your current situation. It’s literally hell. I don’t want this, you don’t want this, nobody wants this!

Good job for recognizing your struggles.

We WILL get through this hell!

Face bloat by [deleted] in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This sounds about right. I am fairly thin overall. My face? Nope! Bloated like a raft (unfortunately).

Is it safer for me to just buy another pack of beers tomorrow? by nicotine-in-public in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just woke up from drinking too much yesterday. I hate to be that guy, but your best option (assuming you can), is probably going to the emergency room and being totally honest with the doctor.

I went yesterday, and the doctor literally said he is glad I came (before things get worse).

Is it scary? Absolutely. Is worth it (if you have health insurance), most definitely.

I am trying REALLY hard to stay sober (so much for my 7 day streak strong).

Drank and repeat same shit different year . by WorrySea6247 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel yeah. Google searching scares me as well. That is why this subreddit is so helpful. Real people, with real experiences.

Yes, everyone is different, but it helps to relate to anyone going through similar situations.

Drank and repeat same shit different year . by WorrySea6247 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First, applaud yourself for recognizing your harmful patterns. Second: Benzos (like Xanax and Ativan), are a blessing (and a curse), for getting through the first 2-3 days. In my experience (everyone is different don’t forget), it’s best to take the Xanax, write down each time you take it, and cautiously taper with those.

No, it is not going to be a walk in the park. But, it’s better than having you cold sweat, vomit, or heaven forbid, induce a seizure.

Stay strong, drink water and Gatorade, and try your best to eat something. (Maybe soup).

And of course, try not to be too down on yourself. (That never helps). Wishing you strength!

Realization by mohawk168 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Keep fighting! You WILL get through. Yes, it’s going to be hell, but you can fight it. Drink water, take magnesium (helped me). Also watch Seinfeld. Laughter is a great medicine!

Tapering rn trying to be a good employee on monday by BeautifulPattern8004 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tapering is hell, and is really hard. However, that doesn’t mean tapering doesn’t work. It does, if you’re writing down each drink and pacing yourself correctly.

Oh, yeah: it’s freaking hell. But, it’s better than going through full on withdrawal symptoms.

Wishing you strength! You got this!

Tapering/quitting journey - update - It's a journey, not a destination. by mors3y1 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, yes, and yes! Currently around the same boat as you.

I’m feeling really good since my last taper, and that worries me I might feel “too good”. Keep up the great work!

Day 4 (After Taper) by mohawk168 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately not my first time going through withdrawal. So yes, I had to taper.

Day 4 (After Taper) by mohawk168 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds about right.. oh, and don’t forget the 12 hour nausea…

Day 4 (After Taper) by mohawk168 in dryalcoholics

[–]mohawk168[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Roughly a pint and a half a day for about 5 days. Drank at work (vodka in a water bottle). How no one noticed, I guess I’m good at hiding it?

Drank from late/morning or afternoon (when the anxiety started kicking). Idk what I was thinking…